Act One: The Unforgiven Truth

BRANDs

2008-07-29T00:29:00.002+08:00

hoho.
despite being abit moody, i spend my revision time for UO searching for more clothes. o.O
as if i have the money. XD
anyway, these are the following brands:
KIKSTYO - www.kikstyo.com
STUSSY - www.stussy.jp
BURBERRY black & blue label - www.burberry-blacklabel.com/www.burberry-bluelabel.com
NEIGHBORHOOD - www.neighborhood.jp
HEADPORTER - the webby disappeared somehow
PORTER YOSHIDA - www.yoshidakaban.com
UNIQLO - www.uniqlo.com
ORIGINAL FAKE - www.original-fake.com
FENOM - www.fenomclothes.com

still got more. need to sleep!

mood

2008-07-28T19:11:00.001+08:00

it seems i am getting infected by her sickness. feeling MOODY these days. i wonder why. is it just the tiredness or something more? oh well.

Back from a long break.

2008-07-18T22:25:00.002+08:00

:) Welcome back to my bloggy after 2 months and 2 weeks! YAY! haha. i too lazy to update and stuff, so that two months nv update. abit of stuff happened in the holiday. like the shotgun wedding and the arrival of my new PORTER bag. XD watched abit of drama here and there. and of coz my favourite code geass!

Here's what drama that kept me busy these two months:
Liar Game
Kurosagi: about a swindler that swindle only other swindlers.
Nobuta Wo Produce

my WANT list is getting longer and longer day by day. i only got a PORTER bag during GSS. my sis and mum got KATE SPADE. more x then me. damn. haha.
WANTLIST:
Kikstyo Tee: the one with the shoe picture ($70-100) -.-"
STAGE orange diamond Tee: maybe dunwan liao. all the people know abt the brand le. will be COMMON soon.
Stussy tee: the one with the bottle!
a random jeans. i should get one LEVIS.
a new TOUGH wallet: ($60) love that brand.
STUSSY monogram bag: ($80) i need other bag, so can rotate with my PORTER.
a random shoe: mine dying!
AX belt: ($138)
SUBCREW tee: ($90) the one with the signpost
fred perry orange polo: ($160) getting it after have credit card. (: got discount!

AND most importantly, a new PHONE!
yawn. sian of not receiving msgs and hanging like siao.

ohoh. gonna treat sis eat at CANELE' next month. HAHA.

oh well. ranting terminated:

more and more shows

2008-05-03T01:40:00.002+08:00

i think i have been spending more time watching dramas and anime. i still want my Agnes B Sling & Subcrew Tee. plus if can, a new tough wallet. lemme calculate the cost. :3 it should take about $500 unless some kind soul will sell me his agnes b sling.

oh. today at school during break, me and qris decided to watch NANA. very nice. hoho.. now the problem is where to get the DVD. i want it. it seems i have a soft spot for girls that always acts retardly. haha. Aoi Miyazaki who play NANA Komatsu is so cute! and there is a few songs in the show that is so OMFG nice.

so here is one for you all
ENDLESS STORY by Yuna Ito

Now Showing

2008-04-28T00:18:00.002+08:00

So despite school starting already, i still have many shows on my "To-Watch" list. so here are the following:

Monday: Code Geass R2: The Lelouch Of Rebellion
Tuesday: -
Wednesday: -
Thursday: D. GrayMan & Vampire Knight
Friday: -
Saturday: The Tower of DRUAGA -the Aegis of URUK-
Sunday: Blassreiter

Can watch anyday: Brown Sugar Macchiato

These shows are really nice. Be sure to watch them! :3

need money!

2008-04-23T00:21:00.000+08:00

i wan my agnes.b bag so much!

i need money! haha. sigh. it is like $369. slowly save....

wah wah wah!

2008-04-14T00:58:00.002+08:00

so much nice songs nowadays. even if i wan to buy their albums, ill need to get them from ebay coz i cant find them in singapore. example: the brilliant green, aya hirano, flow and L'Arc-en-Ciel.

i try to look for them when i m free i guess. i wan aya hirano albums. haha.

weee!

2008-04-10T23:50:00.001+08:00

i wan to buy aya hirano album! muahaha.

LOVEGUN

the world in animation

2008-04-01T22:08:00.002+08:00

yea. it is still holiday and i am getting bored day by day. someday need to go school for DRP someday just slack at home. ah. talking about DRP, looks like don and qris have gone MIA. haha. they didnt come for GC or the fermentator lesson. everyone was so afraid to use the fermentator, coz of the hefty price tag if we ever break anything. it is a whooping $100K++. everything on it look so fragile somemore. and few more days more and off we go to hunt termites. (:

oh and to pass time at home, ANIME!
now an overview of what i have watched.
1) The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
2) Clannad
3) Code Geass: The Lelouch of Rebellion
4) Fate/Stay Night

i am so excited about the Code Geass 2 which will start on 5 April and also the second season of tMoHS which i dunno when will show. i still need more anime to watch. please recommend me some. (:

ah... and i watch eun hye's vineyard man too. quite nice.

and the last thing is a video of Aya Hirano, the seiyuu(voice actress) of Misa-misa and Haruhi Suzumiya. she really has different sets of voice. damn gay.

review

2008-03-28T00:24:00.004+08:00

the review for today is: CLANNAD!

go watch this show girls! sweet yet sad story. anyway, this show was orginally a game. no matter how you play it, you will hate the ending. LOL. even in the tomoyoxtomoya arc, sad ending. its in the manga, something happened to tomoya and he had a tumor in his head. he would keep forgetting everything in about a few days, even his girlfriend, tomoyo. tomoyo had to keep reminding him about the past,(or you can say "re-dating" him for 3 YEARS to make him like her again! note: means it happeneds like few hundred times. haha. and the end, a time where tomoya remembers everything, he didnt wan to forget it again, and pressured to have a dangerous operation to remove the tumor so he will remember again. AND he DID! it was a success! he remember everything!

sad partL complications from the operation come in, and he died right after tomoyo gives birth to her child. sniff.

watch the series then watch the movie. (yah and bring lotsa tissue with you) i m sure you will be crying. i still prefer KYOU. wad happened to her story ARC! haha.

wow, i m drowsy! sleep time.

o.O

2008-03-21T00:38:00.002+08:00

lets start with this. YOON EUN HYE! damn. i m so into her now. haha. yesh. she is so omg cute. LOL. it starts when i was searching ayumi on youtube. and from ayumi to xman(a korean variety show not the prof X one.). yea.. and from xman, i saw her and this other guy damn funny. go watch #40-44.

and i cant wash my legs thks to my cuts on my legs. oh and mind's cafe is so much cheaper than settlers. (: shall go there again. soon. but i m busy. DRP is like every other day. but i dun mind the free pizzas.

and also here is a MV to showcase.

wahjong

2008-03-07T15:57:00.005+08:00

here are some pic of WAHJONG that has been keeping me company (:

1st time i listen 13 wonder! but i didnt win. HAHA. sigh.

i wanna go for da san yuan. but ppl hu 1st. sigh.

so go sign up for wahjong! haha. it is very easy play de. even yi know how! HAHA.

stuck

2008-03-07T15:04:00.002+08:00

holiday yet i am stuck at home. sigh. BORED! SAVE ME! haha.

there are a few things i need to declare and ask.
1) Where did QRIS go! He has gone completely MIA. either he has lost his handphone.... AGAIN, or his girlfren has locked him up so we cant go out with him. either way, his disappearance is boring me too death.
2) Why dun i have a MAHJONG table? damn. then could have come to my house to play, instead of waiting for SIEWHUEY house. somemore her house so eh.. wu lu. haha. really no kidding. even the taxi uncle has trouble finding her house.
3)oh and Will there be a DJMAX3? i kinda doubt. damn NEOWIZ. give DJMAX back to PENTAVISION.

damn judgement day is coming! and i havnt even relax yet. haha. MAHJONG meeting QUICK! i wanna test my new AKAGI skills.

bored and more bored.

2008-02-25T00:47:00.002+08:00

exam is coming. very soon. sian. not sure i can handle TD not. i wan my 3.8 GPA. hahah. very difficult man. hope you will do well in your exams too. VVERY GOOD LUCK TO YOOU!

sigh. it hurts to see her down, esp its such an important time for her. hope she will get through it. don't feel down. it's not worth it for whateva reasons which i dunno. don't let it ruin ur perfect day. and everyone cares about you, if you need someone to talk to you can find me. ill be there.

damn. while typing this i lost 2 rounds of mahjong. haha. oh well.

ops

2008-02-19T17:44:00.002+08:00

sorry for not posting for a LONG LONG time. busy studying! exam is so near. and the mahjong mood is back. LOL. hope i get to talk to you more often. :) stay happy!

wad i have?

2008-02-06T01:05:00.000+08:00

ops. long time nv blog. now BLOG is like rotting. (: haha. i been active on my class forum
[a href="http://www.a7d3.blogspot.com"]class blog[/a]

click on the link on the right side of the class blog. (:

anyway, it has been shopping season for this whole month, going to the city area for like twice a week to see what to buy. so FUN.
so my final things i got:
SUB black SHIRT - 63
Espirit black pant - 79
River Island red(or you could say pink) tshirt - 53
Zara another WHITE tshirt - 49
Zara Gray PullOVER - 75
TOPMAN cheepo belt - FOR 16!

still need
my rotation shoe
SUB formal long sleeve black/red - 79
SUB belt - 75
a silver ring( juz for show. LOL)

i wan an ARMANI belt... but its for 138. i poor le.

so.. for this month i seen my fren spending BIG MONEY! LOL. example would be weijian for his new 300 Armani wallet and 105 Armani tshirt and his DAMN BLOODY NICE GILBSON nike SB for 149 ONLY! oh and even allan is going for fred perry polo for 80. not very nice though. i gonna upload the pictures of my newly bought clothes if i find my cable soon.

u either look sick or tired. eh.. okay. they are almost the same. LOL. if you need someone to SHOP, you can always call for NIGEL. (: the most materialistic guy in the world. LOL.

more confusing

2008-01-25T18:38:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since i blogged. i really see no point doing it anymore though. (: i cre8ed this as a medium to talk to her. but i guess it is time to end it. everytime i see her i become very uncomfortable. maybe i should treat her as someone i never seen before, not even talking, not even greeting. sigh. life getting boring without chatting with her. but oh well. (:

i go get my pizza

art attack

2008-01-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

some arty random stuff using the brushes yue introduced to me long time ago.

more shopping and exams

2008-01-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

yay! my spec have arrived! end up on a red-black rebook spec :) same colour as wei hua de. LOL. i wanted purple at 1st but, very difficult to pei clothes leh. haha.

so for my TO-DO list:
1) dye hair semi red-brown. LOL.
2) shopping
3) studying ):

and yue her too. (: if she dun mind. hahha. oh and finish my projects so my leader doesnt spam msg me anymore.

shopping spree ahead.

2008-01-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

they say we should plan. decide. then buy. so i m gonna do that right here.

need/
FCUK tShirt: 59
Sub Collar Shirt: 78
Nike SB shoes: 100++
Topman Straight Jeans: 80++
threepointsix tee: 30++
pull&bear pullover: 74

maybe:
Sub belt: 75
espirt collar shirt: 99
leather sling bag from projectblood: 104
tough tee: 40++

please donate $ to me! LOL

midnight

2008-01-10T00:45:00.000+08:00

okok. so.. i m waiting for ther to finish her EQ test, so i come here to blog abit.

so.. i wondering if i should do a class website. haha. coz i scared i lazy to maintain. so yah. still thinking. oh and i hope siew huey doesnt read my blog, coz i gonna say something. LOL. like wad secret like tat. her birthday is on next wed. so our class gonna surprise her. hehe. anyway, not i suggest de. is wei hua. so yah. gonna have secret meetings tmr... she is kinda blur, so actually i doubt she will notice our secrecy. :D

and... the most important thing is that my sister's budapest "Unopenable box" has been OPENED! wahaha. sadly, not by me. DAMN. haha. that guy IQ muz be gay enough to open it man, but quite be juz a flux. (: haha. gonna ask if i could bring to sch to show around. see if anyone is clever enuf to open it without mine help. haha. but i hope they dun damage it. LOL.

anyway, we were talking with mr mark tan during lab today or to be exact ytd. he was telling us abt our AM lecture, chris actually giving us lecture notes for our PBL lessons which he will definitely tio gan by our CP if found out. so my fren qris asked why lao da nv find out and mr mark tan goes on saying CP very blur wan. he gave this example: last time, when weijian and HY(huan yun) tio shoot by dr ong, CP went looking for mr tan since he got complained by dr ong.(dr ong deputy of AS, very big shot, so careful cannot step on toe) so the conversation goes like this:

our CP to mr tan: Who is the CP of Tan Huan Yun?
mr tan: ehh.......( pondering whether to say)
mr tan: YOU la.
our CP: (paiseh)..

LOL.

and DAMN my main com moniter. how can it spoilt at a time i want to print my 36 page project. lol. oh well. have to wait for tmr. (: oh and i did my IQ and EQ test juz now, coz pyscho teacher wan us to know.

my IQ is 126.
my EQ is 105.

go here! see if you have a higher IQ mah. i m juz 4 short to be a genius. LOL. genius is 130++.
http://www.psychtests.com/tests/iq/classical_iq_r2_access.html

glad or should i?

2008-01-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

ah.. school juz started a few days ago again. but i m nt sure whether thats a bad thing or not. haha. school probably more fun with my frens around yeah. qris was asking me for this game cd, OBLIVION. lol. i tink i have get persuasive skills, i made the game sound so nice, that he wanted to play so much. haha.

so juz a simple and normal day today, it seems everything when back to 26 Nov 07. hmm.. i wondering it is good or not. of coz i hope it is. (: AND I STILL WAN TO WATCH TREASURES! damn it! lol. cant wait for friday. hehe. hope to see you soon again. for some reason i havent. seems like our timetable dun clash. HAHA.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2008-01-01T02:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE! IT IS 2008!

on the side note, i have one year less to live. LOL. and the fact is we are growing older. haha. nah. lets not be pesstimstic (wadeva how you spell it) abt the new year. i really wanna put pictures here, but photobucket dun allow me to. so ill try to ask others to help me.

ah. we had this post xmas party (LOL. yah. POST-christmas.. POST. haha), then i dug out a supply of chocolate from europe. hehe. there were lemon ferrero and pistacho ones. LOL. really funny looking. and tiny ones that have the fillings of kinder burneo. anyway if you do not know, they are frm the same company. oh the strangest thingy is the chili chocolate. CHILI. haha. it had a hot aftertaste which was quite mild but overall tasted abit strange.

and i still wanna watch NATIONAL treasure! sigh.. watched AVP2 today. and i can say it was not bad la. not as bad as hy made it sound like. CLOVERFIELD is next. (: i still betting it is a gozilla! lol. qris was telling me it was a cat like type of monster, with height of a human. LOL. then how the hell did he bring down the statue of liberty head! haha. muz be a dinosaur or something. anyone wanna watch national treasure, juz tell me. lets hope siewhuey dun ps me. haha.

oh and we had quite an arguement with dr loh. which i guess we won our well deserved half day which everyone else didnt had to fight for. damn him. but oh well, OC is kinda fun. lol.

i guess you are stll crying. stay optimistic. stay happy. (:

so it is 2.22am. and it's time for me to sleep. again, HAPPY NEW YEAR! time for horses to start praying. coz its our year to fan tai sui. LOL. and and and... i still cant decide wad colour levi's specs should i get. weihua says black. maybe i should start a poll. haha.

continue.

2007-12-29T01:37:00.000+08:00

lol. ops. sorry again for stopping halfway tat time. so i was talking abt christmas that time rite? haha. anyway, i love christmas morning. (: coz we end up eating the leftover for breakfast. HAHA. but still they are nice. oh and on xmas day, enchou came. LOL. and we actually played SCRABBLE. lol. for some reason i started to like tat game. oh and and.. my aunt bought this box from budapest for my sister. this so called magic box. until now, nobody have opened it b4. LOL the secret caches are all over the place. my family, me, enchou and my uncle couldnt find a way to open it. stuck at the middle. haha.

and i watched "I AM LEGEND" today wf weijian and qris. i cant really say it was very nice. i juz felt that the ending was abit arupt. LOL. i want to watch national treasure, but qris they all watch liao. so i have to ask yi and siewhuey le. haha. hmm.. and i tink i have erased my habits. YAY! or maybe not yay, but aiya. dunno how to say. LOL.

oh and to all A7d3-ers,

pls choose ur CDS in this order:
1) Japanese
2)Freehand
3) French
4) Anything
5) Anything

HAHA. qris asked me to put like tat, so everyone would get the same cds. LOL. it is 1.50am. hope the gals wanna watch the movie tmr. or i m going to get my levi's red/black/white specs tmr. my father really tot i was getting an armani one for $600. LOL.

SORYY!

2007-12-28T02:14:00.000+08:00

LOL. sorry for not posting anything man. it is holidays you know. the more free you are, the less likely you would do anything boring, which is blogging. LOL. i had many things to say, but i juz cant find the words right to suit this this... i dun know... sigh. alot of things happened this holiday. some good some bad. but oh well. we cant control life anyway. (: we juz need to stay optmistic. not that i really am in some things. HAHA. anyway, here is an overview of wad happened during holidays.

NUMBER one: watched finished HEROES. wahaha. the more i watch the more i am addicted! damn. i need more dose of HEROES! but thks to the writer guild strike, there is no more to watch. i ll have to wait for season 3 coming out in 2008. sniff...

NUMBER two: my parents wanted a family day. for some reasons, i wasnt happy wf it at 1st. coz the point of these is to foster better relationship with us, i know tat. but what they have been doing was so contradicting. they decided to cancel christmas party which was a day we could gather together and FEAST! LOL. damn them. i wanted to go NIGHT SAFARI. (i am a child at heart. LOL) but they decided to go JB. which i am pleased to say there is so many new shops selling wad i like! TOPMAN, subZERO( sells nice black smart casual stuff) and THREEpointSIX. but the problem is i had only $38. SG some more. sigh. lucky for me i got one nice GRAY tee from THREEpointSIX for RM89 which is about $S36 only wee!, arh, anyway THREEpointSIX sells mickey mouse tees. LOL. i m sure i going back to buy more next time! orh. and that day eat until siao also :)

NUMBER three: pyscho projects. orh. lets not talk about it. LOL. dun wan talk about our funny and horrible acting. i still have a meeting tmr! 12pm! oh and a movie at 4.30pm. maybe gonna run out frm them at 3. LOL. yi told me yi ding yao watch "I am LEGEND", so i very guai de. so muz watch at all cost. i wan watch TREASURE too.

NUMBER four: christmas! wahaha. me and my sister are very influential in my family. we say christmas muz have, in the end overturn my mum's decision of having one! wahaha! and we decided at a super late day! 22dec! 2 more days to prepare. so we alerted every single person even my aunt who is in the middle of europe. (ok. not exactly middle, east more accurate.) so me and my sis armed with our knowledge of wad to cook, did a a last minute shopping for groceries at cold storage, buying the whole loaf of beef, 3 different type of mushrooms, salmons and blah, blah. yesh. i DID cook as well! wahaha. i did good for a guy. made cream of wild mushroom, not the campbell de. is muz blend mushroom, fry it, add chicken stock.. blah blah.. pure HOMEMADE. and also we made ONION GRATIN, which was as nice! wahaha. so during the party, we had eh... sushi, beef, roast pork, cold prawns frm ikea, our soup and gratin, tarts with smoked salmon/tuna/egg mayo.

i tink i contiune tmr. it is 3.33am! LOL

holiday

2007-12-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

holiday is here.. finally. i been waiting for these days that i can finally sleep for very long! haha. woo.. being busy preparing for term test. shessh. i wonder wad i ll get for TD, i didnt tink i did very well man. but PIPC and AM were ridiculously easy, i mean PIPC was the only subject i was afraid.

i m so sian now. been 2 weeks since i last communicate with you. i have no idea y we juz stopped talking or msging. can you at least tell me why?

oh and all, go watch HEROES. i m on ep15 now. (: super duper nice! i wish i had DL power. phasing! haha. hope i get to talk to you soon.

i wonder?

2007-12-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

term test is coming and i havent study. oh well. haha. i seems not to see you in sch or wad? m i being avoided? i wonder...

friends or relation?

2007-11-30T00:57:00.000+08:00

i know how i feel towards you. but i dont actually walk to you to talk and stuff like what others might do. perhaps i am a bit a afraid. of coz not, not afraid of telling you i like you because i have no courage to tell you that but it is because it daunts me that the arkward situation i might get myself in, in the sense what if you feel arkward talking to me next time? then we wont be friends anymore? this thought really put me in this dilemma. (wow, i actually spelled this correctly.) i need more confidence with myself, perhaps a bottle of increased self-esteem. then maybe, juz maybe i could get myself over with this. friends is really a touchy topic to me. i know how i m afraid to be left out in projects, outings, you know the feeling of getting left behind with no one there with you is really frightening. like i said before friends are really important to me. i cant bear to lose any of them. i may be not be as caring in real life, but i know i lack the ability to express how i actually cared about other person. i seems to be making fun of her/him but actually to me, it shows you are my friend.

i need to take some initiative to talk to you. i shall need more of THAT next time. so 1 more in my ingredient list. hope i can get them from somewhere. (:

hope to see you soon. speaking of which, i havent see you recently. my phone isnt ringing. DAMN. haha. hope it would. (:

is home where i call it the place for me to rest and be happy in? coz i may not feeling that. it seems the arguement abt the other topic always seems to resurface at every meal every hour. is it alright to anger the others in other to help one people? esp that one that refuses to be helped? it sickens me to be at home. hope i m out soon. really soon.

?

2007-11-29T17:04:00.000+08:00

i can smell something rotting. i got a feeling its coming from my blog. haha. phew. long since i came and post post here. not really busy but juz felt tat life was too mundane to have anything up to post. it was juz school, test and quiz more school more test and more quiz. it is like getting stuck in a loop you know.

christmas is coming yet we have not started preparing. lets all keep out finger crossed and hope tat the party continue man. haha. life is bored without messages. sigh. (: Stay happy and dont overwork kay?

less

2007-11-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

hmm... i been blogging lesser and lesser recently due to the fact i m pretty busy with studies LOL and have no idea wad to blog. so i decided to update abit on wad happened in the past 2 weeks. (:

2 weeks ago got alot of ppl bday. then busy like siao and also i got broke on that few days which is not a good thing as i still have more than half a month to go. for some reason i was spending alot alot. so on nov8 which is a thursday, was shuwen bday. long time no see her so meet up with ray and en go kbox. sheesshh.. wasted my money! LOL. not tat i dun appreciate chinese songs, it depends who is singing. haha. for dinner, i wanted to eat PASTA de WARAKU, but ray was broke. so we settled for something cheaper. sigh. then on friday, my sis bday dinner was shifted here bcoz of me. :) haha. i had something on sat. long time no eat buffet le, i hoped we had gone to THE LINE but my sis didnt want. how silly can tat be? haha. ended up in PARIIS. twice shessh. so on sat it was zizie birthday. so go bbq at some wuloo(desolated) place. then PLAY POOL. muahahah! finally meet up with shuli, flo, russell, yy and others.

on next sat, finally i get to eat PASTA de WARAKU! wahahaha! with yi, weijian and siewhuey. hmm.. i can say not bad bah. haha.

test test coming. study study man. you too! (:

pondering

2007-11-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i wanted to blog earlier. but it seems i cant upload picture on to photobucket for some reasons. so i decided against blogging without the photos. hmm.. sigh. dunno how you doing? busy har? haha

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sick?

2007-11-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

i been coughing for 1 whole week with no cure. medicine dun work. haiyo. i m getting headache for every cough. HAHA. really..

war

2007-11-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

the question is who tells you who is right who is wrong? what gives him or her the rights to judge people? knowledge? wealth? or the pieces of certificates you garnered in school? is it if i have a doctorate which makes me right all the time. definitely no. human makes mistakes from time to time, it allows us to tell each other apart from a machine to a living thing. in most cases, there is no definite right or wrong. people should not use their authority to force others to admit their mistakes. we should use reasoning and logic. don't pinpoint the person, but the problem itself. think carefully..

eh?

2007-11-05T22:14:00.000+08:00

the war has juz started again. the aftermatch will be shown tmr. weijian+his sis VS deputy director of TP. 2v1 haha.

i have no idea why i feel so uncomfortable around you, eh. no, the correct word is not uncomfortable. it is juz.... maybe embrassed and i cant really act natural. i have no idea why. i have no problem around other of my friends. even if i juz knew them, i wont have the problem. hm... i probaly still like you i guess. yes. like. LOVE is very strong word that should not be used anyhow. (: juz like PROMISE.

djmax again?

2007-11-03T14:11:00.000+08:00

so y m i talking about DJMAX again? no. this time its DJMAX online! i been spending alot of time finding out how to get accounts for DJMAX CN and JP and how to actully install them. now lets compare the two different version.

DJMAX jp.
the amount of songs in there are relatively alot. juz there is one slight problem. most of them are premium songs which you have to pay to play them. the file size is very small compared to the china version one. the amount of max(the "gold" in the game) needed to buy items are ridiculous. haha

DJMAX cn.
there is no premium songs. (: but there is some songs that are premium in japanese version but not in china version such as "Do Or Die" and "Ladymade Star". but you can get to play the best song in the whole DJMAX "Oblivion" for FREE! and the max needed to buy stuff is more cheap.

if you want to play any of these, but do not know how to download or create account ask me. you should! haha. coz the instructions are either in japanese or chinese. (i m chinese but i cant read them properly.) HAHA.

crashed.

2007-10-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

sch is as normal. except for today psychology classes. even if it finished only at 7pm, oh man it is still super fun. maybe its because of the ang moh lecture bah? haha. his lessons makes you laugh the whole time while digesting the chim stuffs such as classic conditioning and blah blah. kinda wish my lecture class had more people i know of. but i guess my psychology tutorial class is gd enuf. (: though i dun understand why izzit at engine blk. tsk. haha. ah. dun say anymore la. ltr allan, ther and her fren get jealous coz they didnt get into it. oh and i found out psychology has 1000 students LOL.

oh and yi really looked golden today. haha. as in she is like sunburn until like french fries de golden. haha. oh and she dyed back her hair. too bad ther cannot get to see and LAUGH. haha. wah. i wan go play pool and badminton soon leh.

for some reason i been not getting enuf sleep this whole week. i didnt even realize you calling me. sigh. i muz be really sleepy. and christmas is coming. LOL. i mean still got 2mth but i got the mood alrdy. planning to invite ppl to our hse to celebrate and of coz we will be elaborate buffets. not bee hoon and chicken wings, but those food that looks like a hotel buffet. haha

i tink i better sleep soon.

oh and this, go cry over this mv. its real sad.

sheesh.

2007-10-29T20:14:00.001+08:00

blogger is like hating me or something. haha. always dun let me enter. my username is unf0rgiven.truth! cant blogger rmb tat. still dare tell me no such user exist. tsk.

life is so normal until i cannot tahan. tsk. its been a long time since i last saw you. can i see you again? i want play pool again man. meet up quick! enchou and elman! haha. maybe if you would wan to come? (:

oh and i juz wan to add..... YI has a very ridiculous hair colour. haha. i almost got shock to death when i saw her in sch. haha. ok la... haha. dun joke le.

fun over? nah.

2007-10-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

ohh... holidays is over. but the fun is juz starting. haha. i kinda sick staying at home, watching animes and korean soap opera (in layman term, drama) over and over again. i was very eager to find out which CDS i got into, hoping it would be "Introduction in Language & Culture: Japan". WAHAHA. (and then i can watch anime without SUBS) muahaha..
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being playing battlefield2 quite often. had nth to do. so yeh. juz play lor. haha. oh and i saw florence today at tm. couldnt resist not to hit her on her head a few times. haha. and she told me yings cried from sat to juz now after her dog died. sigh. her dog very nice to play with, then very cute also. last time i always bait it with the dog cookie. cant imagine what you might do if this happens to you. sigh. but.. all good things muz come to an end. its an unavoidable ending. hmmm.. lets not talk abt it now.

gonna watch princess hours again. hehe.

clang!

2007-10-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

woah. so much things happened in these few weeks and i m starting to grow lazy to blog. chalets, fighting, arguement and stuff all in a week.

the good things 1st. (: ah... C-H-A-L-E-T. that they i left home for chalet with a particular reason, i wanted to escape the "conflict" at home. but still the chalet was as fun. we shopped everywhr to eat stuff and even hanging out in supermarkets was fun man. no joke. haha. the only bad thing was i had to use alot of money. we had the normal bbq + chocolate fondue/fountain (grins proudly at myself) MY IDEA! but clean like siao. tsk. ah... mahjong at chalet won me a lunch. actually the second of bbq was much better even though got lesser ppl, coz second day i cook. (:

abt the bad stuff. sigh.

the truth of how i think about this problem is that i do not care about it, in the sense that i do not want to be involve in the conflict. i would accept the outcome of this aftermath. even how bad it could be, we know we have done what we could. some problems are just impossible to fix. even if you have few millions solution, the problem would just repeat itself and throw you back into the difficult spot. the only way out is to feign ignorance. i believe we should live and enjoy every single part of our life to the fullest. we should not sacrifice our own future for others. we live for ourself not others. if solving the problem would lose you a degree, i would definitely stop you.

i believe the best way to solve this is to ignore what is happening around. it is not avoiding the problem, but ignorance could be a way to solve this problem. it is sad to know that some people, me or you, find it hard to understand and realize their mistakes till it is too late. but it is part and parcel of life. we cannot change the fact that the end could be bad, but we should accept that the bad end could change to the better future. like people say, one doesn't not understand the pain of falling till he or she falls and bled one day. pain is the source of enlightment. the result could be regret and remorse, but we should be satisfied by the fact that he or she realize the wrongs he or she did.

ideals are what set us apart as different people. we think differently and have different expectations for others. we force our ideals on others. it is not right to do so. changing others for urself is selfish, instead you should change yourself for others. learn to see things from other perspective. there would be less misunderstandings and conflicts. i was hardened to know that there was "fighting" against ourselves when we were having the problem. sometimes i think hard to understand why fight now when we were already facing a problem. we should sit down peacefully as a family and face the problem. A problem is hard to fix. Two would make things worst.

i sometimes dread to go home, thinking we would have another problem and the cycle would just repeat itself. till one day the problems are solved and not repeated, home cannot be a place where i could be really happy in. one day it would be time for me to leave.

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-the DESU queen (she says desu in almost every sentence)
LOL. i cant believe what i am typing. anyway, if you were wondering if she is one of my classmates or friends, start banging your head on the wall. she is a cute little doll in ROZEN MAIDEN. haha.

from the left: Shinku, Souseiseki, Suiseiseki, HinaIchigo
haha. so, i guess you asking why is a guy watching this? haha. i watch every single show that makes me laugh. Rozen Maiden: 9/10! haha. go watch everyone.

this is the funniest part in Rozen Maiden Season One. shinku always acts very fair lady type. but she juz go ga-ga for kun kun the dog.

i so want to sleep. (:

anime marathon?

2007-10-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

i tink i having some anime marathon man. its nv ending.. HAHA. the worst part i watching those tat seems to be for gals to watch. haha.
now let keep track how much i watch so far:
d-grayman [50eps]
claymore[26eps/finished]
chobits[26eps/finished]
ouran high school[26eps/finished]
death note[37eps/finished] (i didnt watch the whole thing, since i tot it would be a complete waste of time. haha

plus plus plus NOW... toyko mew mew. haha. another hilarious anime. haha

randomness

2007-10-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

haha.. i suddenly thought of all these nice band songs. i somehow wished i joined band in sec sch. sigh. HAHA

continue

2007-09-30T12:59:00.000+08:00

ok. i hav cool down. i dun hate blogger anymore. HAHA. wow! i m impressed with my ability to cooldown so fast. anyway, i so want to play mahjong, even if it meant i m losing. lol. siewhuey was tat ridiculous playing ability in mahjong. look at her! she may look so sweet and blur. HA! HA! u r so wrong. if u sit beside her, u are going to lose BIG TIME. and also watch out for weijian. he's other pro. sigh. how come my class all so pro wan? tats y i wan yi to play, and cheat her money. LOL. no.. tats not going to work with weijian, don or siewhuey around.

hmm.. i was tinking abit abt something. yah. i tink alot. haha.. sometimes. i was wondering abt the post i made last time abt the lonely thingy. i realised when i was young, i prolly feared loneliness, being alone and having no frens. i used to love to draw stuff on every single piece of paper i can get my hands on. i realised... i actually showed signs of tat fear thingy wheneva i draw. example, i would draw a stickman on the newspaper, decorating it nicely and stuff like tat. b4 i stop drawing, i would actually feel lonely for that stickman which actually has no feeling. i would then add more stickman to tat drawing.

yes. being alone is a scary thing. no one wans to be, but doesnt mean nobody will be. somethings cannot be control. the only thing you can do is to hope you would be recognised as a fren. one day will come.

haha. emoing. LOL

wad a scare.

2007-09-30T12:42:00.000+08:00

i tink BLOGGER hates me. i was going to blog then i found out the passwd and username didnt match! but i rmb carefully it was tat. so i requested a send of my passwd to the gmail a/c used to go open this blog. BUT... i couldnt enter tat email a/c. so i requested for the correct user name and passwd by sending it to my hotmail. apparently the hotmail says that i did not hav any a/c named "unf0rgiven.truth". LOL. and suddenly i signed in. (for some reason, furthermore i didnt type anything this time, it auto direct me there.) WAS THIS A JOKE? HA HA HA! (i m laaughing in the most hypocrite way) great job BLOGGER! u did it. it was SO funny. waste my precious 15mins of my dear time. herh! i going to blogdrive instead! haha.. kidddin

anyway the purpose of blogging today is not to post hate abt blogger or saying how blogger effectively wasted my time, argh. i dun feel like posting anymore. HAHA. i do it later.

survey sianed.

2007-09-24T21:56:00.000+08:00

another survey done. found frm ther's blog. haha.

Results
Your answers suggest you are a Big Thinker
The four aspects that make up this personality type are:

Summary of Big-Thinkers

Outspoken, ingenious and bored by routine
Think of themselves as talkative, curious and self-sufficient
May neglect the routine work required to make their plans successful
More about Big-Thinkers

Big Thinkers are always looking for the next big idea or opportunity. They’re adept at spotting trends and thinking on their feet. Big Thinkers like to jump in and find innovative solutions to complex problems and are good at developing strategies for the future.

In the UK, Big Thinkers are most likely to book a holiday at short notice, according to a nationwide survey.

Big Thinkers are usually curious, logical and energetic. This chatty group enjoys a good debate and asserting their opinions. Sometimes others may find the way they express their ideas too abrupt or challenging.

In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Big Thinkers may be rude, critical of others or rebellious. Under extreme stress, Big Thinkers can become preoccupied with unimportant details and lose sight of the 'big picture'.

Big Thinkers may ignore important details in their plans and overlook the impact their ideas have on the people around them.

Big-Thinker Careers
The entrepreneurial spirit of the Big Thinkers often leads them to seek new challenges; this is often more important to them than working in a particular field or a specific career.
It's important to remember that no survey can predict personality type with 100 percent accuracy. Experts say that we should use personality type to better understand ourselves and others, but shouldn't feel restricted by our results.

blah.. blah.. blah. haha. entrepreneurial spirit in me? haha. that kinda true. last time me, my two sister and my cousin had this "business", and we called the organisation, "NACE international" which the name itself comes frm the letters of all of our names. eh.... kinda lame. BUT it was invented when we were young. as we celebrated every xmas at my grandmum hse, we decided on having xmas event tat we could earn money. HAHA. to tink we really tried to do it. HAHA. anywae, we would have our other cousins to buy "tickets" to enter the so-called party and of coz we provided them with fun, games and prizes. (: it started from a merely $2 per person and my sis, who was the so-called chairman, started it out with the ideas of goodies bag. it was everyone FAVOURITE. MUAHAHA. the funniest part was the bag contained origami made by her. and prizes were like small little stuffs. haha. tat was the 1st yr of our operation. (when i was pri2-3 i tink) there were themes for each years which the games would be suited to the themes itself.
the THEMEs were:

1st yr: no theme (start of NACE international)
2nd yr: J.K Revolution (sounds so funny but anywae it was abt japan and korean theme. i rmb having the prizes as hello kitty bags and blah blah. haha.)
3rd yr: Seasons (the most sucessful one. it had lotsa games i tink abt 4 per season. i was in charge of winter. we had lotsa meetings to discuss wad games we wanted and blah blah. oh and my game had the pinata. [if you hav no idea wad izzit, its something you whack hard and it breaks open with lotsa candies and chocolate.
4th yr: we kinda stopped for a few yrs. or it could be i dun rmb them. HAHA. the yrs of theme might be wrong anyway.
one of the yr: playhouse disney (haha. we were so affected by the disneyland trip)

ahh... time flies so fast. HAHA. but maybe we would still hav one this year? haha. xmas is always fun with games and laughter. and it should always have them....

i m bored!

2007-09-19T19:09:00.000+08:00

i am officially out of work. not tat i matter (the job aint fun). i dun mind a low paying but fun job. but not an average paying but boring one. HAHA. i going to go The Line to eat to disturb the people. but i shall be nice (:

anyway since i m bored and i was digging out some of my stuff, i found out some gifts i bought frm overseas thru out my 17 years of my life. here they go:

i bought this at australia. it seems to be juz a normal magnetic notepad or clip. but it is purely handmade. on one of the free day we had there, the Handmade fair was held along the beach of surfer paradise at night. so lucky for us. considering the fact it only opens rarely.
PRICE: $A15 (kind of ex but its a waste not to buy it)

Wahaha! this is not a keychain. it is a GLOVE. you can see from the gloves , its from hongkong disneyland. i saw quite alot of ppl wear it, but i couldnt find it in any of the disneyland shops. at night, me, sis and aunt went down to the shop down at our hotel (living at one of the disneyland hotels), and wahaha found this.
PRICE: cant rmb but abt$150++HK ( i cant fit in actually.. sniff)

i had predicted i m not going to spend any money in cambodia. but i could resist not to buy a MAHJONG set! siewhuey was bugging me to buy it. she was blaming me not to hav brought my smaller mahjong set there to cambodia. WOOD mahjong! plus abit plastic.
PRICE: $US33 (bargain from $40, could hav bargain more. sigh. but oh well, MAHJONG! haha. who cares the price. I WANT it.)

i didnt buy this myself. i asked my aunt to get me one. a guy getting a musicbox? haha. didnt wan a musicbox tat is like tat, but oh well. haha. still rite? i dunno wad the song name it is. but i wan to go there to make one. i guess you wan one as well rite? (: HAHA. my sis's one has the song of CASTLE in the SKY, Kimi Wo Nosete.
PRICE:2000-3000YEN

oh and i loves these stuffs.. and wad are they called? BROCHURES. muahaha. love to look thru them once in the while. talking abt the FUN times i hav there with my family. anyway these are toyko disneyland and universal studios'.

we had this for LUNCH at disneyland. more like a quick snack before continuing our rides-hopping. HAHA

muaahaha. i TOLD you i know wad FOOD ARE NICE. i told everyone to eat these and they were GREAT. my 1st time eating japanese curry. and it was in japan. SUPER nice. (:

LOL. this was an emergency stop. my gmum was too hungry so we decided to grab a bite here. my sis loves this. but not me. it was juz ok. HAHA. i m not realli not to seafood. other than RAW fish, scallops, shellfish or wadevas! haha. like i told qris before fish are nice only when they are raw. i had weijian agreeing wf me. HAHA. u need to eat them raw to know the freshness of these fish and the real taste of them. of coz not at sakae. LOL. i doubt they are fresh there.

these had enormous portions. haha. and we bought so MUCH. haha. food overseas always taste better. i wonder y. HAHA.

I WANT to go OVERSEAS again.. SOON. haha.
i kinda wanna go those exotic places. haha.
PRIORTY to go:
russia( go there enjoy the winter)
south africa (see animals up close)
japan (who doesnt wanna go there)
every part of europe ( if i can get an LOA, ill go there in dec) to.. germany, czech republic, slovakia, swiss and blah blah.

intentions?

2007-09-18T19:53:00.001+08:00

i juz received a email from my fren, talking abt animal abuse. by sheer coincidence, i was talking this with my sister. of coz we were talking about something else 1st then digressed until this topic. i hav seen these on ther's blog b4 and many other ppl. seriously i was kinda shocked at the start knowing this, but i went to do some "research" about it (not realli research la, but juz look around about this seal thingy.) and it made me realize something... are you sure it is animal abuse? the candanian government states that the killings are to reduce the growing number of seals which are endangering the fish in the sea. (of coz, it might not be true) however, if we take wad is said to be truth, isnt it a justifiable reason to kill them? i mean you see the government killings crows in singapore, but nobody condemns them as animal abuse or something like tat.(i tink most singaporean welcomes the killing of crows) but still bashing them on the head seems so violent, they should juz shoot it then die faster. oh and one more thing, me and my sister were wondering if it is becoz of the seal being so cute, that killing them becomes a crime. then if chickens and cows were any cuter than seals, wont we all be vegetarian? i seen people killing chickens, it is not as humane as people tink. of coz killing seals like tat is not humane too, but are we having double standards on wad is exactly animal abuse? juz becoz chickens are much "uglier" compared to seals, doesnt mean killing them is not animal abuse rite? (of coz i dun agree it is. i still wan to eat KFC de. HAHA) EDIT: ohoh.. i juz rmb something. wad about those insects we squash? do killing them consider as animal abuse? LOL. not only killing but some people love to "play" wf them. dun come and tell me its becoz they come into ur "teritority". HELLO? you are the one tat DROP that big house over their land. oh well. juz tink about it. anywae its juz my view. (:

OH and CLAYMORE is so damn nice. the storyline is like sOooOOo... EXCITING! you nv know wad happen next. go watch!

sian-ed

2007-09-13T14:12:00.000+08:00

lol. i so sick of staying at home all day but meanwhile anime has kept me company. haha. like ther said, we are having an anime mathron. yesh.. i agree. HAHA. hmmm.. so to keep track wad i have watched...

Ouran High School (ther's intro): finished watching all 26 episodes
D. Grayman (i heard enchou say abt this b4, then i go see see): watched until ep 48. the series not finish yet.
Chobits (i read the manga long time b4): watched until ep 20
Jigoku Shoujo (another ther's intro): on 2nd ep. haha. the funny thing was when she asked me to watch this, i didnt really bother to watch tat. then i rmb her saying abt a show called "hell girl" and i went to search. as i started watching the 1st episode, i noticed the name of the show was so similar to something. HAHA. it was Jigoku Shoujo.
Claymore (qris's into): it looks so cliche to dgrayman.

oh n i want to learn ice-skating! wahaha. have to ask qris and yi for tips. :)

Results

2007-09-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

wahahaha! my results! i was tinking we would get our results only tmr, but oh well, no harm taking now. HAHA. expected MEB to fail but it didnt. in fact, the "F' was an A. haha. CSAC is disappointing, thks to sooommme people. i m not going to mention who. they are under me and weijian declared enemy list. HAHA.

oh and and we booked class chalet at 9 -11 oct. all a7d3 ppl pls pay money for it, pay to weihua. HAHA. supposely is weijian collect as he paid for the chalet. (but he ps to collect money) wahaha.

INFORMATION of PAYMENT
in order to persuade and encourage people to come and stay over, nigel has decided to come out with the new pricing system called, Prevention of Non-Stayovers Payment Scheme (in short, PNPS) that will be effective from now, 12 September 2007.

For those staying for both days: $30
For those coming for both days but staying on one day: $35
For those coming for both days but not staying at all: $40
For those coming one day and staying one day only: $40
For those coming for one day and not staying at all $45
For those not coming at all: $50

however, it is known that people who do not come may not want to pay up their FINES so nigel has came up with a fine system called, Actions taken Against Non-payment System (also called ANS)

the rule goes like this: For those who do not pay up their money for the chalet....
Non-Payment for $30: Fined maximum deduction of 15 points in CSAS2 peer marking.
Non-Payment for $35: Fined maximum deduction of 25 points in CSAS2 peer marking.
Non-Payment for $40: Fined maximum deduction of 35 points in CSAS2 peer marking. Ban in joining any project groups for 1 project.
Non-Payment for $45: Fined maximum deduction of 45 points in CSAS2 peer marking. Ban in joining any project groups for 2 projects. The person would be isolated for 1 month.
Non-Payment for $50: Will receive no marks in CSAS2 peer marking. Ban in joining any project groups for 5 projects. The person would be isolated for 2 months.

terms and conditions apply. for those who are already in the BLACKlist. you would have to pay extra punishment. example if you are in the blacklist, and did not come for chalet at all and u also did not pay up $50, you will receive no marks for CSAS2 & 3. Peer markings for any other subjects including projects will be considered zero. (anywae you would be ban from joinning other project groups for 10 projects). Isolation would be extended to 4months.

There is also a reward system that allows you to collect points you gather to exchange for items and things. We recognise that people may not be easily persuaded to come using only the fine system, therefore a reward system called, Rewarding Participation System was setup. Points collected are in a7d3points

For those staying for both days: 25 a7d3pts
For those coming for both days, but staying on one day only: 20 a7d3pts
For those coming for one day, and staying on one day: 15 a7d3pts
For those coming on both days but not staying at all: 10 a7d3pts
For those coming on one day but not staying at all: 5 a7d3pts
For those not coming or staying at all: 0 a7d3pts

Rewards:
20 a7d3pts for extra 10 CSAS peer marking marks.
100 a7d3pts for an umbrella.
10000 a7d3pts for a No Need To Pay Fine Card.

Please note that the payment scheme and the fine system may change according to nigel and company. Thank you for your kind attention and have a nice day ahead. (:

laziness?

2007-09-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

LOL. i have been too lazy to blog properly. hmm. i wanted to blog about the trip but... no photos so i would blog them when i get it frm minghong or edwin. HAHA. anywae, i tried playing audition juz now. but.. haha. i seriously dun get tat game. HAHA. i dun tink i like tat game. they do not hav nice songs to enjoy and wads with using arrow keys. LOL. the whole keyboard so big then need to use tat small space. should allow changing mah. i m not veri good at audition but i tink i can get pro if i wan to. *grins* haha. i so bhb. when i started playing DJ max 4 keys, i wonder how others played 5 and 6. haha but i trained abit then can be gd at it le. so can easily train de this type of music games. u play awhile then you know how to play pro-ly le. HAHA. now i need to master 8 keys. :) sure can de. is see the determination.

AND AND... i watched 41 episodes of D. Grayman in 2 days. WAHAHAHAHA. i purposely wanted to get stuck at home. :D i mean its SO NICE la.
yawn. i wan to sleep and play mahjong. HAHA

survivor

2007-09-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

i survived. dead tired.

Away.

2007-09-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

i m leaving here in 7 hours time! haha. anywae, i was playing DJ MAX online for awhile and i found out alot of new songs tat need to pay to play is VERY NICE! haha. ther! u should play DJ MAX online instead of ur audition. HAHA.
Go to download: http://game.netmarble.jp/cpsite/djmax/index.asp
it's in japanese, so quite dificult to register and all. if u really dunno how, juz ask me. (:

here are some PREVIEWs: (all not played by me, coz i dunno how to record. (: )

song name: Celestial Tears (HARD)

this one should be quite easy for a HARD. haha.

song name: 桜華月(Sakura-Ka-Getsu) (HARD)

nice song this one!

song name: School Someday (HARD 7 KEY)

see wad i mean all the NEED TO PAY SONGs so nice.. sigh. i wish i knew how to pay for them. but mafan like siao. HAHA.

song name: Hello Pinky (HARD)

see. DJ MAX has songs tat actually hav people singing behind. nice (:
actually the PSP 6key HARD is much difficult than this. haha. i nv heard the girl sing so clearly b4.

song name: Seeker (HARD)

nice piano at the start! haha. anywae, tats all for today. i gotta sleep.

thanks.

2007-09-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

hmm.. thks for being there ytd. when i needed someone to talk to, u were there. thks so much. n the show you recommended? i decided to juz see how the anime was liked by juz watching 1 episode. but then it was hilarious. made me watch 10 more episodes in a row. HAHA. THANKS so much.

confused

2007-08-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY to all teachers in the WORLD. haha. so, i met up flo at 10am to go back to tms together. then we finally seen all our teachers and friends! so long time no see each other. i couldnt talk to him at all. it seems we had become strangers, we didnt talk much, didnt have much eye contact. i cant blame him neither. its hard i guess. long time i had since i played pool. i was still playing quite well (: i m so PROUD!

seriously, sometimes when i ventured into ur blog, i dunno whether is it me tat is affecting u or its something else. i wan to tell you i LIKE you. but something is bugging me, i m afraid not being able to talk to you normal if it failed. sometimes i wished i could understand wad u tinking, i want to know how you tink about this. i pretty sure its negative. but i cant help to tell myself, "maybe i got a chance" (told you i m a self-optimist, but got limit one). i dunno wad i should be tinking. sigh. i m so mentally tired after today. u know wad i wish for? juz a chance....

wtf is wrong?

2007-08-31T00:49:00.000+08:00

wtf? why is everyone acting so bloody dumb? is there no sane person left around here? today( its midnight now so its ytd) supposed to be a happy day celebrating my birthday and all this HAVE TO HAPPEN? fuck. i so sick and tired of this, fighting affecting everyone. juz kick her. but hey, b4 u all start blastin me with ur idiotic, "how can like tat?" HEY. u dun even know the full story.

i went out playing LAN with qris, weijian and hy and qris invited his 3 frens. we played pretty much. damnit, i dun even know wad to right. FREAK. so i decided to meet my family to eat at vivo b4 meeting yi and siewhuey to watch movie, of coz wf qris and others. IF I KNEW THAT WOULD HAPPEN, I RATHER GO EAT INSTANT NOODLES INSTEAD! y pull me into this? i dunwan to be fucking involve in tat. so leave me OUT. juz stay one side and start ur usually chanting of "wad a cold-blooded". coz i DUN FREAKING CARE. if she dun wan to save herself, why bother help? i tink she would strongly agree. dun start bothering me with ur, " i got more experience than you, u dunno wad u are tinking." coz this is my VIEW. i tink its best for this situation and everyone is entitled their own views whether they are 90year olds or 10! look carefully. how sure are you tat she not the one instigating the fight or controling this situation? are u sure she is tat guiliable? NO. fuck. DUN CONCERN ME WITH THIS AGAIN.

anywae, thks u for talking to me abt it. i tink i would talk to you next time again ok or ill be depressed. lol. hmm.. thks yi also. hmm. i told her i was damn bloody angry. then she said dun angry la. i was joking said, if you let me hit, then i wot be angry le. and she actually offered her hands to be hit. i replied by saying, i hit very hard leh. she then said, nvm. of coz i didnt hit her. HAHA. i m KIND. but thks everyone. hmmm... nite. lucky i m an self-optimist,

Happy Birthday to.. ME!

2007-08-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

brring! its the 30th of August! u know wad tat means? :) my BIRTHDAY! happy birthday to me happy birthday to me! wahahaha. alot of things happened today man. steamboats, drama and ur msgs. firstly to steamboat. me, qris, hy,weijian, yi and siewhuey went to whitesand fairprice to buy lot of ingredient. wah. u go there see how weijian buy. u look at his face dun look like he know wad prawn to buy and wadeva. HAHA. and total cost was: $47++ not bad. got tiger prawns, beef, lots of vege. haha. next we head to my hse to start our steamboat session. damn hungry tat time. my thoughtful father helped us with the cutting of fish and vege. thks man! wah. we eat until very full. i m still FULL man. wish you came. but oh well (: then abt the drama. let juz skip this part. haha. so straight to ur msg. hmmm.. THANK YOU so much. haha. i was so surprised to see you sending me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY msg at 12.08am. u were the 1st! :) eh. but i tink i replied badly. i could have said something you wont like. but but but i was so happy i didnt tink b4 i typed u tat msg. sigh. dun angry ok? pls pls pls. hehehe. at least you know how i feel. lets hope we dun become arkward when facing each other after you read the msg ok. if u felt tat well, tell me ok? i stop doing tat. hmm... i gonna enjoy my sleep now. cya. and THANKS again. :)

quiz results: drawing a HOUSE

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

how to detect FONDESS?

2007-08-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

ok. wad is fondness? according to dictionary.com:
fond·ness /ˈfɒndnɪs/ –noun
1. the state or quality of being fond.
2. tenderness or affection.
3. doting affection.
4. a liking or weakness for something: He has a fondness for sweets.
5. Archaic. complacent credulity; foolishness.

of coz. mine refer to five. nope. juz kidding. it is FOUR. so here comes the the million dollar question, how do we go about to detect it? choices are:
1) ask hints and question?
2) be sensitive about everything?
3) pretend you have to psychic power and can read the person mind.
4) trial and error?

wad will u choose? for me, i will prefer choice 1. the problem is how to ask for hints or questions? i m too scared we will become arkward after that. why cant love be like "who wants to be a millionare?" ? HAHA. then i can use 50/50 or cal a fren. (eh... i can call a fren now. LOL) but for cases like this, there is no real answer. there is no correct, true, rong or false. none of the approach is wrong either it is totally correct! so can someone tell me? before i drop her(which is u) a "bomb", which she/u might faint after hearing it. HAHA. oh *faints*.

*slap myself* NO! i cant give up! LOL.(omg. my blog sounds like a cliche storybook plotline") i really DO like you. (: it is unmistakable. i blush when u are near me, making me so difficult to talk to you without having my head swollen with all the blood rushing into my head.(or izzit the heart?) oh well. time will show me the path to take. i prolly tell u soon. exams is over in 10 hrs time. (: STEAMBOAT tmr! i cant wait. back to MEB!

study, nope. more like tutor.

2007-08-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

wad a mentally tired day today! all tat teaching and learning done in ONE day! brilliant! haha. not tat we could absorb everything. so me, allan, yi and qris went all the way to PCC to do out work. and when we reached there, our SPECIAL SEATS were TAKEN. TAKEN! tsk. lol. wow. so we sat at the smaller one which realli sucks. my back nearly died of suaness. HAHA. sigh. my retribution for letting yi take my comfy chair. i shall not be a gentleman next time. lol. oh n yi bought a cup of hot chocolate which she claims it tasted like milo. then miracle happened. a grp of ppl left their comfy seats. n of coz we "chop" it. wahaha. so we studied n studied. along the day, we bought "Hot Chocolate Paradise"(YI), Hazelhut Cuppo(me), Ice Chocolate(qris), kettle chips(me), ESprit-lemon(ME), Snapple-Grapeade(YI) and Tiramisu(YI). haha. yi actually ate alot. i instigated her to buy the cake. muahaha. n qris left at abt 7pm. but allan had some prob with maths, which me n yi almost died teaching him. HAHA. oh oh oh. now i rmb. my coffee had marshmallow. n YI stole alot frm me. haha. tsk.

ah. i need to do a guide for allan now.

to u: jiayou ah! 3 more days to go. then no need so xin ku!

studying weekend

2007-08-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

ohoh. two days of purreeee studying these two days. tmr going PCC studying again. woah. dunno why we love tat place so MUCH! haha. must be the nice comfy sofas and aromatic coffees tat attract us lor. LOL. maybe...

aiyo! u ok mah? hmm... i guess u are feeling abit depressed today. its exam only. dun be like tat ok? i mean exam is important, so is ur health mah. dun overstudy and must rest often often. give ur body and MIND enuf rest ok? haha.. n n n be POSITIVE and OPTIMISTIC. i know you are clever de. dun stress urself too much esp on bio ok? i know it may be hard to memorise the parts of wadeva wadeva wadeva, but i also know u can do it de. u jus need to relax abit then u can absorb more stuff ok? haha..

hmm. although i have talked to u for 1-2 months, u may know i like you but i cant bring myself to tell u tat. i m too afraid. maybe i would lose u as even as a fren if i told u tat, so hmm.. maybe i should be brave abit. HAHA. n tell u tat someday of coz when exam over. haha. ltr we two fail exam becoz of this. HAHAHAHAHAHA....... so the only thing i can do is drop loads of hints here n there.

ah. blog tmr! WEE...

Steamboats and Chalets!

2007-08-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

I had realli nth to do so POOF! i found this quiz on ther's blog. so i decided to do lor. here is it!

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Acts of Service
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Acts of Service:		9
Quality Time:		8
Words of Affirmation:		7
Physical Touch:		4
Receiving Gifts:		2

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

hmm...? i tink i need someone to explain for me wad they means. haha. my angmoh not veri good. wad is ACT of SERVICE? haha. oh well. the receiving gifts thingy is stupid. haha. it's better for me to give them to others. i mean we should be glad we can give ppl things, not the other way round rite? HAHA. thats wad i think i guess. and i LOVE to see ppl reactions of their surprise and elated faces. makes me feel... i dunno? LOL.

anywae, i wan STEAMBOATS and CHALETS! NOW! haha. okok. maybe after exams. tat 5 more days to go. wahahaha. so so so.. hmm.. haha. i tink we having steamboat at my hse on 29th Aug! should i invite u leh? YES YES! but maybe u wont even wanna come. hhaha.. and YI is super irritating today LOR! haha. call me ask for class whether they want chalet mah. super last min leh. aiyo. HAHA... keeping chui-ing wo to ask. TSK. we need alohas! not costa sand man! :P

argh.. my phone suks so much. ur msg took 124678236412639million yrs to receive. tsk. i officially declare i need a new phone! HAHA... ohoh. n PIPC was so easy. whr is the dipole-dipole and london dispersion force? no explaination + full calculation? LOL. but i tink i got at least 7 marks worth of wrong. tsk!

ah.. oh well blog till here. hehe. u R SO pretty n u prefer not to believe me! HAHA. dun overstudy ok? haha.. now got weekend also cannot 24/7 chiong ur maths and bio. must rest. R-E-S-T. important also! hmm.. guess i shall ask u for steamboat then? haha. see you around i guess.

happy shalalala!

2007-08-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

muahaha... i hav no idea y, but i m feeling happier than ever today. must be one of ur msgs to me. HAHA. hmm.. jiayou ah everyone. 11 hours to PIPC paper! you also cannot slack hor! go stduy! LOL. but dun overwork urself kay? study also must study with limit. okok? haha. have a gd rest too, so you would drop "dead" during the exam. hehe.

okok.... i going back to my studying (: !!
i need a miracle. YOUR OWN MIRACLE!

one steps nearer

2007-08-23T01:47:00.000+08:00

woah. it been so long since i blogged. number 01, i been quite busy trying to study for exams. number 02, i been going in and out to help shifting hse, made me super tired until i dunwan to blog. its been a crazy week with everyone trying hard to study. even weijian is studying. HAHA.

seriously i forgot wad happened this whole week! haha. except the fact we have been studying. and oh. on monday, me, qris, weijian and hy went to study at PCC again. wah. tat place ar. super nice to study. quiet and peaceful lor. then we went to play Battlefield 2. super funny. esp the last game. oh well. blog until here! hehe. and i still like you.

i m now so fan-ing yi to go sleep. haha. asking her to go early to sch to study with me, weijian, hy and others. she stuck wf the buffer solution. HAHA.

Problems

2007-08-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

sigh... so much problems these two days. oh well. life is like tat. anywae, i still hav my frens. (: lemme mention again tat chocolates are good anti-depressants. HAHA.

woah. i m too lazy to blog man. hehehe. lets go study together k? i need a tutor.

'rushed wwoah

2007-08-13T01:32:00.000+08:00

wwoah... i managed to rush finish a 4 page learning journal in 8 hours. i need to thks weihua, hy and esp YI for finishing it in 1 day. haha. treat u tmr. i m too lazy to blog now. yawn... oh n starbucks frapps is so much better than mac frapps.. i need more panacakes. haha blog next time then. see u tmr! haha. S-U-R-P-R-I-S-E-!

running, run, ran!

2007-08-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

woah.. long time since i played badminton and basketball. wahaha. oh and thks thks enchou, sl, raja and elman. haha. wad a wonderful surprise! thks alot. esp enchou. haha. it goes like this: i dun have badminton racket at home coz all in the storehouse. then i asked enchou to lend me one of his. so he agreed. then he brought a new one which still had its grip wrap, so i asked "who's this belongs to? can use meh? u buy for ur fren wan whr can use?" he replied, "can la, he wont notice". i blur blur say ok, happily playing badminton wit tat racket. we played not bad la. shuli and elman were as funny as ever. n elman n enchou kept smacking. HAHA. coz i dun play smack. if u see me play for long, u will see tat i love to do directional change lobbing (weak one). makes ppl run like mad to get the shuttlecock. HAHA. then of coz, we play finish muz go eat. CHICKEN RICE! n tat fried tofu. hehe. so nice. then suddenly while eating, they told me tat racket was for me! my birthday!*shocked* hAha.. so surprised and touched. LOL. anywae, my birthday has not past la. it is 30th August! not belated la shuli. haha. still got 18 more days. HAHA. thks anywae guys!

oh and me n enchou went to ikea with my family to choose stuff. eat the hotdogs. so cheap and filling, with lotsa mustard and chili sauce. hehe. then we went ms lee house warming! woah. so many ITC seniors. so we talk talk talk until enchou wanted to play basketball. haha. so me, enchou, kk, 2 daniels went down to play, meeting shirley and her sister to play. hehe. play until i super tired. AND i managed to jump and HANG ON THE RING! so proud. lol.

this paragraph is dedicated to u, read the below for u. HAHA
hmmm... y u like everytime sad sad de huh? dun like tat leh. make me worried about u. haha! seriously u need CHOCOLATEs! HAHA. be happy (: and keep laughiing like me... dun be dun be sad ok? hehe... tell me wad happened lor if u wan, i can be ur listening ear. or maybe better i can help with ur problems ok? haha so... BE H-A-P-P-Y!. surprise u on monday. so watch out! hehe

home sweet home

2007-08-11T02:19:00.000+08:00

phew... i m finally home after 1++ months of stayover at my gmum hse, yesh! i m finally home. i m so freaking tired. being carrying stuff from the temporary store back to home for the whole day, cleaning windows, floors and wadeva tat dust could be on. at least i can now sleep nicely with my new aircon up! haha. but whr is my PILLOW and BLANKET! haha. how could i hav not brought it back frm the store. i got a feeling i going to freeze today. haha.

i tink i hav not been exercising much after i entered poly. time for me to do it again. so call me if u are going gym or en chou if u feel like running, ask me (: haha. anywae, we r going to play badminton in 7hours rite. hehe..

and oh my tian, i had pizza for two days running. i cant take it anymore. lol. oh. n we got our garlic bread on the house coz they forget abt it. oh well. we gobbled it up during OC lecture. haha. long time since i seen u online. miss chatting with u, but oh well, msgs work juz fine u know. haha. thks anywae. hehe. cya next week i guess. unless u wanna come for badminton. hehe.

gotta go enjoy my aircon now. hehe

Dragging along...

2007-08-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

i m still at my gmum hse when i supposed to go back hme today. no.. is not tat i wan to stay somemore de. but my father damn pro. now extend to tmr then can go home. HAHA. i tink we will still be here until next month if this continues. hehe.

i was craving for pizza the whole day and.. POOF, my mum and gmum went to buy. haha. couldnt call for delievery. it was too busy. thanks (:

hmm... i miss chating with you online. hehe. hope u are forever happy. (: dun get overwork with studies ok? take care of urself or i ll be angry. :P hehe

rest and celebrate!

2007-08-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

going to be a long weekend, having no sch on wed and thurs. fri... sigh. have sch. these two weeks, i dunno how i m feeling. happy and sad. u stopped msging me, i felt so lonely. but now u start msging me again. so i guess i m HAPPY. haha. today PIPC test arh. sigh. late for test and nv bring calculator. aiyo... it wasnt difficult but... sigh. u say u have problem too with it. LOL. looks like we should study PIPC today. i tink i will need ur motivation to study. and i tot i did well in csas. i gave ideas, talk more than last time and did gatekeeping. wahaha. but of coz haziq dominated the discussion. haha. oh well. he is the navigator. so... we decided to celebrate this "break" by treat ourselves a movie. me, qris, weijian, hy, yi, don and siewhuey decided to watch "ALONE" the horror show. good storyline and quite scary. haha. siewhuey kept talking so loudly to qris and she always talk soft soft wan. haha. and yi was complaining to me the whole movie tat she was scared and wanted to go home. HAHA. the ending is pretty shocking i guess. but i m still wondering y they needed a nc16 rating. nah. they dun need tat.

dunno y i get paranoid over u not msging me. i dun like it. but at least it proves to myself tat i actually like u alot. lucky u r talking to me again. haha. i m so happy (: dun get too stress ok over ur studies. dun wan u to be so eh....ehh... xing ku? i m not sure my hanyupingying correct mah. HAHA. hmmm.. i guess cya around. oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YI! eh. 1 more hrs to go. HAHA.

mee ni mine ni mee ni mor!

2007-08-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

wad a tiring day. going around choosing furniture. abit of arguement over there and here over sofas, tables, and wadeva details we need to put in the hse. at least we decided on some things! haha... like the sofa, coffee table (so nice, i choose de! thks me), finishing choosing wad cardboard i wan. so we left wf the dining table and study tables. hehe.. n we ordered 2 LCD SAMSUNG TV. i tink its 40 or 42 inch and a 32. hehe. getting the 3rd maybe end of the yr. i wan ONE IN MY ROOM! haha.. so if everything is on time, i should be heading home in 3 days time. YAY! but the furniture like sofa coming in 1mth time. dots dots.

i m so glad u are replying me like last time again. dun study until like siao ok. haha. aiyo..tmr need early wake up. OC make up. tsk. 8aM! blog till here.

Soap, soap and more soap!

2007-08-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i didnt know making soap was so fun, until today. soap making... SO FUN! me, qris, don, yi, siewhuey and weihua went to the meb lab early in the morning to learn how to make soap for ocp. hehe. and we met two new frens, yifen and zishan. i tink their name like tat. yifen super funny de. always go around playing wf colours, mix until so messy. but colourful. i wanted to use "zest' aroma in my soap, but they say smell "ma ma lemon" haha. the type of dishwashing soap. so now i hav two samples of soap in lab now, peach and zest. HAHA. now for some pictures to prove our success in soap making:

yi making liquid soap with siewhuey looking

i am BUSY stirring! CANT U SEE! haha

What to do now? Tell me!

soap discussion...

yi busy stirring the soap. we were stirring for 30mins-1hr ok... HAHA

Our Products!

are u SURE it is soap? it looks like cakes and jellies

this photos are provided by weihua. dun ask me y yi appears in so many photos. ask weihua y she always take her photo. haha. i m so happy u msg me! yay! i m so happy today. my hse looks nice day by day. wahahaha.

here's a picture of it:

the kitchen is so messy, not painted everywhr. HAHA..

not bad hor. haha. oh well. blog tmr.

happy outside only

2007-08-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

i dunno wad to say. i m camping at my laptop to wait for u to come online. i need to know how u doing. i cant confirm wad u feeling, not even talking to u face to face juz now. looking at u so happily, makes me wonder u are really happy anot. i dunno abt u. but i definitely not happy. not tat i m sad, until like gonna cry tat time. its juz normal. not happy not sad. a rare case to find me in. i really hav no confidence in myself. sigh.. i need to tell me wad u r tinking. hmm..

n weijian went WCG today again. but at least he came back to sch at 1pm. he lost. HAHA. but he not bad le lor. dota top 16. give him a clap! HAHA. then me, yi, siewhuey and weihua went to meet him at TM and we ate the "DING DAI FONG". i tink its called like tat. haha. the food there not bad la and weijian ordered as if these food no need money. haha. but we clocked $109.80 only. consider okay for 5 person. hehe. we talked alot of CRAP in tat restaurant. laugh super hard. for once i didnt bother to check my phone for msgs. but i rather be checking my phone every moment and have msgs, instead of having no msg. anywae, after going for tat NYAA talk with qris, don, yi, siewhuey, weihua, i found out i wanted to learn alot of things. guitar, drums, piano, be professional at billards and cooking. haha. cooking u tell me. hey! i m a guy. i shouldnt like cooking, but its really fun u know. its a delight to see ppl smiles when they taste my food. WAHAHA. anywae i like to eat mah. haha..

there is no sign of u being online now. sigh. oh well. better luck next time. if u dun wan me to bother u, u can tell me straight. i can understand. oh oh oh AND if u r feeling inferior abt ur looks, tink again. zul today told me: " hey! tat gal in orange very pretty leh". i was like "LOL", yesh its true. HAHA.

it's quiet for once, but i dun like it.

2007-08-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

not a veri happy day today. its... just too... quiet... i tink i m getting paranoid again. sigh. i cant kick this old habit of mine. i dunno why... but i felt u trying to avoid me. r u? oh well. haha. i dun get upset easily.

REASON for quietness: 1) no msg the whole day frm u. 2) WHR IS WEIJIAN! haha.. sigh. wah lao. tday no weijian like super quiet. no vulgarites no bian tai comment no laughter made. LOL. he always have all super funny and lame comments. and he had to go for WCG today! no msg + him = bored. haha. for the 1st time, i was wide awake in mEB. sitting beside weihua n yi kept me awake, esp yi keep doing all the childish things. haha. she was laughing every single time when i cough, juz becoz i laughed when she choked. -.-" and weihua proved to be my portable pencilbox. haha.. eh.. wait. pencilbox is portable. HAHA. i juz borrowed every single equipment or stationary i needed. wahaha. n i was like yi's maid today. i tink i go claim my pay frm her tmr. made me carry her stuff, clear her plate and provide her wf my pens when she could hav taken out her own. hmph... oh oh oh. qris sent me a damn funny msg asking me whether i was going for tat SOUP making session. lol SOUP. its SOAP! the "A" and "U" is like so far frm each other.

anywae i made such mistake b4. haha. example:

(12:43 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: but then go flavours study
(12:44 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: then somemore i can go see my chocolate prata
(12:44 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: HAHA
(12:44 AM) HAPPY!! (:: huh?
(12:44 AM) HAPPY!! (:: see your choco prata??
(12:45 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: lol
(12:45 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: eat
(12:45 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: HAHA
(12:45 AM) [ unf0rgiven .tr: dunno wad i m typing
(12:45 AM) HAPPY!! (:: hahhah

lol. see... haha.. stupid rite. oh well i go do other stuff now.

emergency.

2007-07-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

i had to post this. saw wad is happening. i not sure how u feel, but if u say u r feeling wad u said then i understand. really. sigh. i m so optimistic u tink nah. i m not as optimistic in the inside. i always lack of tat self-confidence in myself u know. tat causes me to hav tat fake sense of optimism, saying "of well. nvm wan la. fail exam only." blah blah. it gives me tat heck care attitude to studies, relationships which i dun wan to hav tat attitude. it is bad. for me. for everyone around me. i have to act tat i m happy even when i m upset abt stuff or sometimes even when i m angry wf someone. i dun wan ppl to be worried, or maybe i dunwan to be see as someone who is easily hurt and i dun need conflicts wf others. i keep all my feelings inside. but i still can live with tat. i keep myself happy everyday. (: n i m successful. (i digressed alot. HAHA)

ask urself. y should u feel tat way? it is worth ur happiness more than this? to cryover this? dun be sad ok? rmb ur own "motto". happiness beats everything. yesh it does. think abt my words. think carefully...

hmmm.. i guess i shall see u around hoping u be happy the next time i see u.

the staring incident

2007-07-31T21:02:00.000+08:00

haha.. wad a funny day i hav. wee! first, i saw her again. lol. n i was purposey trying to be late for sch. but i still saw her. dunno y everyday go sch sure see her. second, the staring incident was kinda funny. i swear i didnt stare! haha. neither i was giving a very scary face. but if i did, SORRY ok? haha. next time scold me if i do it again. ok? anywae, i didnt go tat ahpek's lecture. had to grab a can of coffee during the lecture break. SUPER sian la. during the 4 hour break, we went library to do project. don, siewhuey, weihua and yi went to the project room. but the rest of us we didnt book room so we sit outside of the room. qris then played civilisation 4 again. but this time i was helping. and rome had the cheek to declare war on us. tsk tsk. they nv learn! haha. weijian, allan and hy were watching dota replays. weijian was trying to do commentary of the game. so damn funny. he is going for WCG competition on thurs. maybe i should pon the whole thurs to go see how he play. wahahaha.... n i was scribing all over yi papers during lab with smiley faces. (:

i tink i blog until here. wahaha.. I didnt STARE. haha. but if u say so, then i did. u were pretty anywae. HAHA.

midnight post

2007-07-31T01:13:00.000+08:00

y m i blogging now? haha. its 1am! i m still deciding whether i shoud pon PIPC mah. tat old man again, i cannot tahan his lecture man.

i wan prata. CHOCOLATE. haha. i m arguing with yi now over wad time to come sch. haha. LAME. sleep time!

same fun day

2007-07-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

sch can nv be bored man. really... though waking up everyday early to go sch is sian, but at least i hav fun in sch. talking to my frens, laughing at jokes made by weijian or anyone. anywae, today MEB quiz was kinda easy. i expected it to be tough since i dun listen during MEB lectures. but all the energy balance n reactive mass balance juz fell into place when i started doing my quiz. except question 2 i tot i was going to be wrong. (the ans i got was ridiculously big. 1.3++kg/s? tats like 4000++kg/hr used to cool 15kg/hr of oil? siao.... BUT yi who was beside me during the test got a BIGGER number! 3million or hundred thousand kg/s i tink. wahahaha)

n for the 1st time, intergration become more difficult liao. at least we had fun doing the questions. oh and weijian asked zul(malay) whether he wanted to eat bak chor mee by accident. haha. we were like HUH?. he can eat tat meh? then weijian realise. HAHA. funny.

oh oh oh oh!!! n i unlocked every single song in djmax 2 portable. wahaha. except it cant be played. so difficult lor. no wonder the song name called NIGHTMARE. it realli is. haha. now off to watching tv. channel 8 has realli nice show at 11pm from mon-wed. haha. I WAN TO EAT CHOCOLATE PRATA FROM FLAVOURS. haha. had to shout it out. i really wan to eat tat!

eh. i.... hmm.. why m i typing in the smallest font? this is not as if i m typing something tat you all shouldnt read. so.. WAHAHAHA. the feeling is still growing.

Think, Pick and Get Rejected!

2007-07-30T00:34:00.001+08:00

if u r tinking wad my title is about, no. it isn't abt love. its abt choosing my new furnitures. argh. my father always rejects my GOOD ideas to deco the hse. haha. 1st the flooring, then the bed. wadeva. haha. but, YAY! i shifting back home in 7 days! woot woot woot! so happy! haha. high sch musical is so nice man. after watching like few hundred times (thks to my sis who keeping playing the cd), i m still not sick of it. wahahaha. vanessa sings quite well man.

Here is one of vanessa's song: Say Okay. veri nice!

anywae, i m loving the song boston! super nice arh. now i m trying to learn the piano for boston. looks kinda difficult for me. HEY! i hav not play piano for a long time. haha. thks for showing me this song. i need to go learn MEB now. energy balance... argh.

u are growing pretty day by day. i mean realli! go look at the mirror! dun u feel pretty urself? haha.

lights, cafe and action!

2007-07-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

another week juz passed so quickly. sigh. time passes so fast when u are having fun. yesh. indeed! i m saying sch is FUN. HAHA. ok.... today, PIPC was damn bloody boring. anyone who take PIPC would know tat old man has lousy lecturing skills. he kept repeating, "ah orkay" in the most ahpek voice and his joke super cold. after tat then go tutorial lor. i everytime nv do tutorial wan. i got this NIGEL's THEORY of do-everything-in-school-so-no-homework.

How to use this theory?
1) Study your timetable.
example: my timetable goes like this
10am-11am PIPC lecture
11am-12pm PIPC tutorial
12pm-1pm MEB tutorial
1pm-3pm BREAK!
3pm-4pm OC lecture
4pm-5pm OC tutorial

2) Highlight classes that require work to be done.
example:
10am-11am PIPC lecture
11am-12pm PIPC tutorial
12pm-1pm MEB tutorial
1pm-3pm BREAK!
3pm-4pm OC lecture
4pm-5pm OC tutorial

3) Assume the time taken to do a tutorial is 1hour.
equation:

T = Wd
For T = 1,
Wd = 1

(T = time taken
Wd= Work done for tutorial)

4) Use the 1 hour before the "hand-in" period to do your tutorial
example: during PIPC lecture, i should be doing my PIPC tutorial.

5) Always use your friends' work as "reference"; though i dun use it (:

This is how you keep yourself homework-free! anywae, yi borrowed my HP book to read during MEB before the teacher came. as i was busy doing my MEB tutorial (i did not follow NIGEL's theory on tat day), she suddenly called me. i turned around, then for a moment i tot she was crying. she then said in cute cute voice "wo zhi dao shui shi le!". LOL. she denied she was going to cry. haha. its juz a book! no need to get so emotional! haha. oh and we all PON OC. haha. again...

we went to whitesands to eat with hy, qris, don, weihua, weijian, siewhuey and jason. plus me la of coz. went to hongkong cafe. weijian the funniest. he was shocked tat the portion of don's baked rice was so huge, tat his order of 1/2 chicken would be DAMN BIG. he waited the longest for his food until the manager came and tell me to change order coz cannot make his dish yet. HAHA. he was swearing and all. cannot blame him la. he super hungry liao. qris's claypot beef damn shiok. i wan to eat tat next time. then siewhuey wanted to eat icecream after seeing hy eating mango pudding sago icecream. she dunno wan to eat tat or ben&jerry. but in the end eat mango pudding sago blah blah.

at night, i went wf my family go see lightings for new hse. saw alot chandelier . (dun come correct my spell rabbit) but veri x leh. 2000-6000dollars? hhahah. and i voluteered to mod our dining table. it would be fun.

hai you, dun dirty my precious HP book or i poke u!

BONK!

2007-07-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

sorry about not blogging this few days, juz didnt felt like blogging. HAHA. anywae on monday, i heard yi and don talking abt HP. made me so WANTED to buy right now. and yeah, i bought it immediately on tat day and finished it in 5-6 hours! Wahahaha. it's been long time since i played soccer. felt so great to touch the ball again. WEE!

haha. i been bullying yi this whole week. HAHA. not really call bully. now no florence noone to use my book to hit their head, so borrow yi wan. HAHA. looks like we are going to cambodia for tat tat tat... i dunno how to say. hmm... AH! like go help ppl wan. so FUN! WAHAHA. i wan to plan a trip to hongkong with my class. i suggested it. then don, yi, siewhuey and qris were interested. haha. lets go during the holidays. oh and i saw "blue" today, only she was wearing yellow. super bright lor. haha. zul told me she was there, but i couldnt recognise her. haha. she looked abit the ahlian type. haha. i expected her to be like cute cute type. HAHA. i tink too much. and the OC test was darn easy. 2,4-dinitrophenolhydrazine! wahaha. i can still rmb. EM was not bad. can make it i tink.

my hse is still renovating. sigh. SLOW LA! haha. tsk tsk. u made me carry HP book to sch for 2 days in a row! haha. nvm. i cant blame u. i voluteered to lend u. wahahaha. tmr muz take hor! haha. dun STRESS so much can u! tsk study study study. haha. if u dun listen, i come poke u then u know. HAHA. see you tmr!

hey! look here!

2007-07-22T00:34:00.000+08:00

i looked at ur blog juz now and started to think.... why are u always like sad sad wan? wad happened to ur bubbly bubbly self? i been tell u not to tink so much and BE HAPPY! tats the important part of life! H-A-P-P-Y! (: seriously i dun wish u to be sad or depress in anyway u know. hmm.. understand? HAHA. can i see u being happy happy happy happy again?

so now after reading this post, rmb this 5 letter word. H-A-P-P-Y. repeat this 100 times everyday then u be HAPPY! or if u are even more hardworking, u can read this 100 times instead, "E-X-U-L-T-A-N-T". (dun ask me wad its means, i thesaurus it).

juz wan u to be happy ok? u always tink i m kidding when i say i will be sad when u r. i m not ok. HAHA. maybe i wont be sad, but i be as moody as you.

RENOVATE!

2007-07-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

haha.. long time since i went to home, n so much changes has happened. LOL. here are some pics:

this is a bedroom cum living room cum kitchen cum dinning room cum study room cum toilet.
so compact rite? lucky i m not staying there. (that is my hse main bedroom during renovation)

still RENOVATING!

my future room (not painted without furniture)

photos galore

2007-07-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

as i say i would be posting alot of photos, here they are.
pre-day01: project at ppc( its the same day as day01)

allan trying to be L. haha

me, allan and qris

day01: REWARDS for wasting time
the rewards we got after queueing for doughnut factory the 1st time! congrats to me, qris, allan and hy! muahaha... doughtnutS!

my rewards (: two boxes of doughnuts fresh from the OVEN!
the one with the strawberry jam and chesse are damn nice!

Day06: MORE FOOD!
brithday celebration at SHINkushiya. yummy food!

welcome to SHINkushiya: japanese charcoal grill!

taking one piece of the fresh sashimi!
(half of it had been eating b4 this picture was
taken) HAAHA
& Tosei Inaniwa Udon

more more MORE FOOD!

and of coz these food cant be FREE... someone gotta pay it. HAHA

anywae, it was my gmum birthday. but since we didnt get any cake, my cousin went to vinco (another doughnut "factory") and volia!

it reads: grandmum, wishing you HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Day 13: Home ECON revised
ok.. everyone was out, leaving me and sister. we decided to cook some stuffs.
1) Japanese Curry Noodle
2) "Chawanmushi" (i dun tink it's spelled like tat)
3) Kimichi Soup
4) 7up

wahahaha.. its made up of instant stuffs, such as instant noodles except the eggs. haha.
AND here are the final products:

3-course MEAL! (appetiser-soup-main) no deserts

steamEGG! nice!

the washing part suks... so many plates and pots. TSK. hahaa thats all for today! (:

i still like you you know. (: though i dun wan us to be awkward. HAHA.

2007-07-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

Day eleven (NOW)
yesh. internet has arrived! i going to blog again. oh yah. i juz rmb abt last friday. FRIDAY the 13.... haha. so many "bad" things happened. number 01: the case of the stuck vending machine. ok. seriously tell me how many of u had a vending machine to stuck on u? i tink i can say "EVERYONE' rite? but wait... how many times a SAME vending machine actually stuck 3 times in a row on u? not realli on me, but i was there to see and i DID try to help. haha. here's the story, yi went to the vending machine n wanted to buy chezales ( i hav totally no idea how u spell it, except i can tell u its a yellow cheese ring. a FOOD mind u.) she happily dropped in 50 cents and press for it. waited and waited but it nv came down. it got stuck halfway out. haha. she was pretty upset abt not getting her small blue packet of cheese rings. then i kaypoh and volunteer to buy another packet to "push" her stuck one down. (mind u, i made a great sacrifice. i wanted CALABEE chips not that small blue packet of wadeva) so i put in my coins n waited for them to drop. but dots... it got stuck again. we were laughing at this point, pretty loudly. we decided the try again. volia! STUCK! 3 packets stuck at the same place. so me n jason decided to bang into the vending machine until it dropped all our food. took awhile and we used alot of strength. tada! we hav now 3 cheese rings no chips! argh... i cant believe we paid $1.50 for some crap and had to work to get it. talk abt bad customer service. yeah. we didnt give the vending machine any GEMS card. haha. plus i was shocked when i saw u tat day. lol. shocked... haha. oh yah. and to jasmine, stop hitting my head juz becoz i m sitting in front of u. haha. now i know how it feels like to get hit on the head. haha. SORRY florence! haha. i tink last few years i made u stupid by hitting u on the head wheneva i saw u. HAHA. i cant rmb any other incident on fri the 13.

and tuesday was a great day! we had the whole class talking abt ghost in the project rm! FUN! weijian story was the funniest and scariest also. he damn funny one lor. juz like yi story also. she said once at her hse, it was raining heavily and the wind was strong. the window suddenly slammed which shocked yi n her brother. all of the sudden, someone was trying to open the door frm outside. but the door was not locked at all! and yah. it was her dad. dunno y she like to scare herself. haha. back to reality, we were at 6th floor which had no main stairs down. we took the darker one which no one uses. me n yi was walking in front and i tried to let yi go 1st to test her courage, but end up get pushed by her down the stairs. don suddenly screamed, causing yi and siewhuey to get shock. haha.

oh n allan is damn funny too. during a tutorial, he was whistling ( or i tink he was) at a very high pitch. i tink most ppl cannot do it. we were talking abt y he made the sound when he actually claimed " I CAN communicate with dolphins" hahaa

tats all for today (: thks for keeping me unbored for these few days with ur sms! hhaha. though can i complain u reply super slow sometimes? LOL!

2007-07-19T23:28:00.001+08:00

Day six (14th july)
yay! the day has arrived! good food! muahaha. tats all i could thought of. my gmum bdae! we went to vivocity to eat dinner. i 4got the restuarant name but i juz know it is nice. i will edit this post when i GRAB hold of the pictures. pictures = thousands words = less typing = more time to sleep.

2007-07-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

i had more to write but i 4get wad happen.

Day four (11th july)
so this was my mum birthday. we didnt had time to celebrate so we bought juz lotsa food and eat at my gmum hse. but wait. DING! i realized we need a cake at least. so me, sis and her bf went to whitesands and got a strawberry one at four leaves. n i had to bear the full cost until everyone decided to pay me back. haha. not much happened and i was alrdy waiting for sat.

back!

2007-07-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

woah! i survived the days without internet. i made it, thks to my handphone and psp. wahahaha. so much happened these days and i had no whr to throw al my thoughts to. so lets list frm day one without internet to today.

day one (8 july)
the day i shifted to my gmum hse. so i lost my only connection to internet. haha. i rmb meeting qris, allan and hy for meb project at PCC. tat place super nice to slack n hang around. although the food ar.. nice but abit expensive. oh yah then hy went off 1st and we found out he was actually queueing for DOUGHNUTS at doughnutfactory. the queue looked damn short in the 1st place. then actually the real thing is the queue was made up of 3 spilt queues which makes it super long. so we waited 1hr++ and finally it was our turn. while waiting rite, we gave alot of crap suggestions such as the PAY FOR QUEUE idea. it means we would queue and sell our "queue positions" for 10dollars.

Calculations to prove that it is better than part-time most places. (:
assume number of hour work = 8hrs
average pay for part-time = $6.00
assume waiting time average = 1hr
assume queue positions price - $10.00

Working part-time
amount of pay get = average pay for part time x working hours
= $6 x 8hrs
= $48

Selling doughnut factory queue positions
amount of pay get = cost of queue postions x (working hours/average queue time)
= $10 x (8/1)hrs
= $80
other than u get more money this way, u get to play ur psp, chat on the phone during work, which u will nv get to do as a part-time unless ur father is the boss of tat particular company. however, there is some cons, like not able to go toilet when u wan to. and the queue pricing fluctuate alot, depending heavily on the queue length. the longer the better. (: other than tat u may want to tink again to quit and come sell queue positions.

disclaimer: if u lose ur job over this, do not BLAME me. this job should be taking under serious consideration.

its the time.

2007-07-07T20:36:00.000+08:00

its the time. i going to temp shift to another hse. so no internet. bleah. looks like i cant chat with u for the whole month. so i going to rely on my n73 to talk to u ok? i gonna tell u who u r ok? i m not going to worry if u r going to not talk to me after i tell u. i tink its time to tell u. ill msg u tmr ok? if u hate me after tat, i cant do anything and will respect ur decision in this. HAHA. now for live earth day. GREEN...

i dont know wad title to write!

2007-07-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

i m very BORED these few days, even wf tat preparing to shift hse to somewhr else. somehow it has not affected me greatly. HAHA. i didnt see u online these few days too. have u been blocking me? lol. paranoid again.

sch has been pretty normal here and there wf some entertainment frm hy, zul and allan every now and then. laughs. oh yah mr mark tan, my EM lecturer is almost like eric tan. same, like to shoot ppl and damn hilarious. u should see him teach. laugh until cannot laugh. and i decided to go for tat overseas CIP thingy. me, yi, siewhuey, don, qris and weihua volunteered! (: i m glad my class is so entu. haha. go cambodia make soap. lame.

anywae, some pretty funny situation happened. my class always damn funny. we were at OC lecture waiting for the teacher to start when weijian went to drink water at the watercooler. then he came back n tell us he saw "BLUE", not going to mention names here, but only a tiny hint tat "BLUE' is a very pretty gal frm other course. (however, i m pretty sure i would not recognise her even she is right at my face. HAHA) he said he saw BLUE wearing a white shirt tat was kinda transparent tat he could actually see her black bra. HAHA. plus she was wearing hot pants. i tink tat wad he said. me n qris went to drink at the watercooler then. i wanted to see how BLUE looks like. (i really cant rmb her face, since the last time i saw her) so i suggested to qris to look out for a gal wearing white top. i said "look out for BLUE wearing white shirt and....." i was thinking hard wad colour pants did weijian said (he didnt mention the colour, not tat i had bad memory) when qris actually said "black bra" *laughs*

and of coz yi refused to verse me in BURNOUT, no matter how i said how lousy i was in it. ( i m really lousy ok) i keep saying she is so violent like to drive car bang ppl. and siewhuey wanted to play civilisation 3/4. i laugh when she wanted to borrow it frm qris. i mean she dun look like she will know wad is she doing when she plays it. HAHA

i am so BORED without u talking to me online. even u told me to play GAMES when u were not anywhr near ur com BUT i m still BORED ok.. dun tink too much orkay? dunno y i need to repeat few million times to u. pls tell me u actually know who u r. i gonna hint until very obivious next post. i so tired of hiding and storing my feelings. going to run OUT of space ok.. HAHA. oh and i bought my own STARBUCKS tumbler. woots! i still cant find u in sch.

Confusedly HAPPY (:

2007-07-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

i am happy yet, i m wondering wad u r tinking. u should hav found out u r tat "she" i tink. my frens ask me if it was her. so i tink u hav know the truth alrdy. YET, sigh... u are sending telling me "who is that gal?" or wadeva lalala. make u sound like u know nth. however, i know i told u somethg enuf to allow any dumb person to infer frm it. HAHA. not to say u r dumb. maybe u r acting dumb when u r so much cleverer. pls dun gimme all these mix reactions. HAHA. u r making me confuse u know.

and dun stress too much on studies ok. i been hearing u are studying alot. rmb to rest and play when needed. cya around.

Projects and Cafes

2007-07-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

wee! i m back after a few days without blogging. dun felt like blogging tat often mah. HAHA... ok. i went settler's cafe with enchou and his frens. i tell u ah. tat place damn fun la. haha. we play all the card game and got one is the gang member fighting one. damn funny. gera, one of enchou fren, she like "hate" me and enchou, always wan to AIM us and kill us 1st. but thks to our psychology skills and diplomatic tactics, we managed to psycho her gd frens to attack her instead of allying with her. and then she "died" pretty quickly with our damn offensive + daniel super defensive cards. HAHA. laugh until siao. phew...

ok. then today. i brought laptop to sch, coz need to do project mah. MEB one. then need to use mircosoft excel. like anyone actually know how to use lor. in the end, allan and hy ended up dota-ing. allan acted damn funny while playing i tell u.

sigh. how come always nv see u in sch? tsk tsk.. i am so BORED!

lalala. still still HAPPY!

2007-07-01T01:31:00.000+08:00

haha... i wanna play civilization 3 again. its pretty old, but it can be load of fun while u r not online. qris suddenly ask me to play tat so i m trying to dig out tat old disc of mine. yesh... i m still happy if u ask me. AND i m determine to be as happy as ytd until rest of my life. lol. ok so this is wad happen ytd. i mean yesh ytd since its 1am plus now. HAHA. i was supposed to meet enchou, silei and jj for badminton at 10am ok. and i woke up only at 9.55am thks to enchou "morning call" haha. i literally 4get abt it. i played not bad for the 1st part but the remaining 30 mins... not too gd. HAHA. since my hse has almost nthing left in it, had to lend one racket frm jj. long time nv see him liao. it was pretty tiring but fun. weee! another fun filled day. after tat we went home and played GE with enchou. hey. dun blame me for touching games again. u were out, so i was bored ok! HAHA. he wanted to train a new fighter. yup... fighter. we fought a mini boss for like 5-10mins when another guy walked past and one-shotted it. ONE-SHOTTED. *laughs" HAHA. then GE become veri bored after 1-2 hrs. so we decided not to play liao.

i telling u, DJ MAX is a very fun game. almost everyone plays in my family which includes my mum. haha. go get it if u hav a PSP. HAHA. anyway thks enchou for tat nice mahjong set! VERY NICE AND PRETTY! thks again. i m going to teach everyone in my family how to play. haha.

wee! i m happy. i seriously like u. i want u to be happy and able to laugh and smile everyday! so be happy ok? so i will be HAPPY too. i love how you react "violently" when i poke fun of you. tink you look cute this way. so keep it up. HAHA,

gotta go and grab more caffinee in COKE. i going to invent a NEW FLAVOUR someday. my ambition to invent and create a new flavour will be well liked by all . juz like COLA!

now for the song: PRIDE by High and Mighty Color. WEE! maaki is so CUTE!

HAPPY again!

2007-06-30T00:26:00.000+08:00

i m still happy. (: i m not sure whether its a hint for me. but may be it is. i m happy enuf to see ur hint. maybe it not for me. but hu cares.

i know you dun like to hav so much worry in ur life. dun worry so much ok. i juz wan to know more about you tats all. at least lemme be a gd fren of u or izzit for? my english like #%@$% liao. HAHA. a short one.

i went back to hear songs from anime. HIGH and MIGHTY color still produces nice songs, plus maaki is damn cute.

HAPPY (:

2007-06-29T18:04:00.000+08:00

WEE! haha. ignore the post made ytd. was not thinking when i typed tat. too emo liao. HAHA.

wad a wonderful day! great results, maybe not tat gd. a 38/50 and 38.5/50. not bad arh for OC and PIPC. HAHA. PIPC supposed to be 40/50! tat *@$^@ teacher mark like some idiot. nv open her eyes properly. now i hav to write a letter to tell the teacher to correct my paper. then i will hav 2A and 2B. i wan a GPA of at least 3.5! HAHA. not easy de la. anywae, qris had his surprise birthday today when weihua suggested to buy birthday cake. i pretty sure its her. lol. weijian end up eating all the fruits, including one yellow strange looking one. siewhuey bluff him to eat it. HAHA. damn sour... i can tell frm his face. this few day harzid has been acting damn funny. 1st at CSAS. we were doing an act abt active talking and he was acting a guy who juz got caught smoking in sch. in mid of acting, he accidently said "cheebye". HAHA. we were laughing damn hard. and the teacher was like shocked. HAHA. he said sorry, however after like 5-8 sentences, WTF could be heard frm him. LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH somemore. HAHA. we said its his natural instinct to say tat. HAHA.
2nd. eh. nvm. cant say the 2nd one. it a secret. HAHA. wait. arh. i rmb the other one. we were walking to the busstop when he suddenly did some lame stuff. yi was walking beside us mah, then he suddenly "rub" himself on her. something like rubbing or dancing like tat. then he turn back, CHESTER was right behind! HAHA. laugh laugh somemore. damn paiseh la for him.

ahhh.. cant laugh anymore. HAHA. i saw u in sch tday. but nv call you la. so paiseh. HAHA. oh yah. TP portal suk. i cant use IE7 to do work in tp website. gay... then i downloaded opera. BLEAH. dun work. i downloaded mozilla. BLEAH. failed.. tp portal owned all IE. HAHA. i going to watch intial D anime now. wee! oh and again ignore my last entries. i was juz doing some QQ. HAHA

deep thoughts

2007-06-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

ok. after some chatting wf some frens, i realize maybe it is a mistake for liking u in the 1st place. listen... even frm young, i always had these fear of losing frens you know. a gd example will be when i go wf my frens to eat, maybe the table got 4 space then there is 5 ppl. and i m left alone sitting there. no matter how close i m to them, i would feel uneasy. i would be tinking "maybe they hate me". YES... i feel tat way. even during choosing of grps in projects. i m scared i would be the one left out. secretly thinking "CHOOSE ME" the fact is i m afraid i m left alone in this world alone without anyone. therefore i treasure every single fren. u may tink its idiotic to tink this way, but hey everyone has his or her own fears. so wad i fear of losing frens. friendship is always an important thing in my life. i treasure everyone around me. YES. i may not show it. but tat doesnt mean i dun treat you as a fren or wad. i not really gd at expressing myself. i live my own life wf this fake optimism. i act like everyday was my birthday and dun show my real emotion. i got tat 16 for my olevel when i was aimming like 12? i still could say "who cares. lets go pool!" do u tink i was really did not care abt my results? no. i care. in fact alot. i juz didnt wanna spoil the mood for those who were celebrating their wonderful results. i m juz too complicated.

i not rdy to forgo any friendship with my other frens over u. i m juz too coward to face the fact i hav to give up something. maybe i m. NO. its not maybe . ITS I M.. its a big mistake. how i wish i could juz turn back in time and not did tat mistake of actually liking you. i wish you well. and of coz all my frens. miss all of you guys. juz treat the entries below these as rubbish. nth was said nth was understood.

EH. stuck.

2007-06-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

ok. i m stuck on wad to write. haha.
let talk abt tat gal, u.
i m pretty sure i like u u know. i not sure u r taking my hints. HAHA. maybe u r not tat clever or my hint arent obvious enuf. nah. i tink u r intelligent enuf. lol. muz be my hints tat are too weak. they r not supposed to be WAY TO OBVIOUS anywae. haha.

A 101 Guide to find out if i LIKE you. HAHA
1) I talk to you alot online on msn. In real life too, if i see you . (real life abit less. wait! very very very little. HAHA)

2) I loved to make fun of you. tats my way of getting ur abit attention. (i do tat to almost anywae anywae. so is a bit difficult to find out thru this)

3) U actually react very funnily when i make fun of you. example: you do ur pouting and ur replies makes me laugh damn hard behind my com screen. HAHA. i love FUNNY ppl!

4) I actually read ur blog to see how u feeling. at least i know u r upset or happy, so i can console you or something. HAHA. its preety difficult to find out thru this. i reading almost alot ppl blog now. damn alot. lol

so if you read tat guide and u tink its u, tell me. HAHA juz kidding. its a joke. hint me back PLS! haha. i real scared i cant talk to u next time.

Paranoid + News

2007-06-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

finaally, my hme is renovating. in approx 4-5 days and i hav to shift to somewhr else. haha. better start packing up. i m getting paranoid these few days. juz becoz u didnt come online, i tot u blocked me on msn. HAHA. how stupid can i get. yea. pretty stupid... HAHA oh well. wad can i do?

weee! i had time to do more artty stuff, but my main comp was booked. haha. i going to recommend DJ MAX to anyone who bought PSP. its damn fun! i m like LV 84 with the help of my sisters. played over 750+ songs. (wait.. not tat there is 750 songs in djmax. but is 750times of all the songs) still far frm unlocking all the stuff. here is the artist line up for djmax 2. forte escape is sweet! love them.

i pretty much end up playing psp most of the time while waiting for u to be online. haha. decided to quit all games that require to run full screen programs. i cant see whether u r online with tat screen being covered! wan to be the 1st to talk to u when u r online. haha. wadeva. i m so easily influenced. 1st yue with tat blog designning thingy. then rabbit with that song. argh. its stuck in my head. haha. i m always getting influenced esp on decision making sometimes. i juz wan to avoid and end arguements. dislike conflict. so i always end up being the one saying 'wadeva la". haha. so is like unwillingly influenced.

sigh. sch tmr. gotta sleep.

i really wanna know more about you.

Drawings of Act

2007-06-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

hehe.. seriously i had nth to do. then did some drawings wf FLASH. haha. then edit abit. VOLIA! a nicer picture. pictures i mean. haha. two 2 two 2 to be exact. one angel and other a lovesick boy (its not me, i m not tat short. LOL).

lovesick? YES! love and love and MORE LOVE! copyrighted by: nigel 2007

NEED an ANGEL? yes! i need HOPE and FAITH from you! copyrighted by: nigel 2007

wings of angel
beautiful wings by shuli and the girl by nigel. LOL.too big to be display. go see urself. HAHA.
copyrighted and patent and trademarked by: nigel and shuli 2006

i didnt know u know the art of invisbility. coz i didnt see u in sch. HAHA. oh well. i m bored. draw draw draw. ask me for picture dedications!. FREE! haha. i m seriously bored. ops. how many times hav i said tat? ask ME to draw!

so i been playing wf my photoshop and flash, all thanks to ah yue. influenced me. i see her make so nice blogskins. then i felt tat itch to play wf my designing programs. HAHA. so blame on yue!

volia! dawn of light is born. random rubbish made.

Back

2007-06-25T17:45:00.000+08:00

finally sch has reopened. haha. i was so bored at hme during holiday tat i missed sch. yea.. was pretty eager to get my results. got back e-maths (engine maths) and meb (mass energy balance tday. was kinda disappointed wf my meb results. only 35/50. i mean wtf. i was aiming 40 at least? HAHA. i didnt realli study, so i dun tink i deserved 40 anywae. I MUZ WORK HARD! hehe. for maths, FOURTY-SEVEN HALF! YAY! all that eric's teachings had given me tat high score. haha. now for PIPC and OC. prolly get it in 2-3 days time.

ok lets not talk abt studies and sch now. haha. i let qris played djmax 2 fentanest juz now. and he gave up half way. haha. sabo-ed him.

sigh. didnt see u today at all. oh well. there is always tmr and tmr and tmr and tmr. yeah. 850days. HAHA

i prolly upload the angel picture i drew last time wf shuli. tot the wing were well drawn by shuli. :D
song: Ikarus by NieN

still i m in conflict. HOW? wad to do?

Emotional CAP!

2007-06-24T00:09:00.000+08:00

ok. i m really going to bust if i dun say it. my emotions and feelings hav reached my MAX CAP. FULL! FILLED right to the BRIM. i wanna tell u who u r yet... i cant bring myself to say it. maybe u dun understand y, but i hav my reason u know.

number01: wad IF i was rejected? no. i m not afraid of being rejected, but the fact tat we may not be even frens anymore if i tell u who u r becoz u n me will prolly feel arkward seeing or talking to each other in the future.

number02: ok there is no number02. number01 is bad enuf to prevent me frm telling u who r u.

sigh. lets see how it goes.

song: fentanest by earbreaker and eszett
its a level nine song that has difficulty like a twelve or eleven. HAHA.

i m afraid. really..

Second Day

2007-06-23T18:30:00.000+08:00

Woah! i got so many things to say, but yet i dunno how to write it out in words. haha. u know... i waiting everyday for u to be online, so i could talk to u. not sure if wad r u even tink. but... oh well. its ok. time will show the path and i juz hav to follow it. (:

ha! the cds (cross displin subject)! had a preetty hard time thinking wad to choose. i was planning on doing japanese or psychology at 1st. (had a deal wf qris tat we will take jap.) i had to choose 5 preferences but the problem was i didnt hav 5 in my mind. asked most my frens around including, hy and rabbit and they all had jap in their mind. so JAPANESE here i COME!

wish i could talk to you everyday. know more abt u. but still.. u dun know who u r.

The New Beginning of The Truth

2007-06-22T23:11:00.001+08:00

Yay! My new bloggy is ready! HAHA. thank you RABBIT again for helping me, this "dumb" guy to make this bloggy. thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you .THANK YOU times infinite. i tired of typing the same thing. mind u i didnt use the "copy and paste' function. dun complain wo mei you jia jiao ok.. haha

ok. lets not digress from the real topic. oh wait. wads the real topic? eh. i suddenly had this feeling i needed a blog so i could "throw and dump" all my feelings and thoughts in there. so voila! a blog. a blue one. for once in my life, i miss sch man. the fun i hav at sch. my frens both sec and poly, miss them now. lucky for me sch is coming like in two days. haha. i can feel my right eye twitching reali bad. something bad muz hav happen. haha. lets juz hope its a sign saying someone i hate juz got knockdown by a car or truck. maybe a broken leg or coma at least?

juz kidding.

realli.. i was joking. wait my right eye is still twitching. mind u. at least 10mins hav past since i 1st said my eye was twitching. i suddenly felt we behaved damn funny last time in secondary sch. u know. like had some funny moments with ur best frens. rus, shuli, elman, yy, flo and silei. +enchou( thoough he not in my class, but still i known him longer than the word "best friend".)
kinda wish i had a time machine so i could go back in time to sec four and stay tat way forever. haha. going play GE now wf enchou. no.. i m waiting to play. haha

act one: i wanna know more abt u. only if u know who u are.